"Your allure is a subtle temptation, a quiet seduction that lingers in the air. Every glance and gesture is a promise whispered on the wind-inviting, intoxicating, yet always just out of reach. It's a pull I can't escape, desire dressed in grace."
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I was at the pool with blue, Solange, kelly and Michelle . At Kelly's house. I was venting to them about the whole Anaya situation. I took a breath and spoke to them.
"Well B, I think y'all should just sit and talk about it. If you want me to go upside A's head I will." Solange said and I laughed.
"That won't be necessary, we should have a conversation and I'm ready for my baby to be my baby to everyone. I love her and my child loves her. You guys love her and it's only left for my mama." I said and Kelly nodded.
"Yea, she's actually on her way over here." My head snapped in her direction.
"Who?" Solange and I asked at the same time.
"A." I nodded and played with the ball blue was throwing at me consistently.
"You know she's been ignoring me?" I said and they pitched up.
"What do you mean ignoring you?" Kelly asked.
"Mommy can I go back in the pool I'm not full anymore." I nodded and held out my hand.
"Mom!" She whined as I kissed all over her face.
"Beyoncé leave my baby please." Solange said and blue agreed laughing. I let her go and she jumped into the pool. Ever since Anaya taught her how to swim she's been thinking she's Ariel diving in deep water.
It's those things that make me want to fight for her. We really needed to talk.
I grabbed my phone and sent a text to Anaya. "This would be the third time that I've tried to get at her and hopefully this time she isn't ignoring me." I said.
I get how she feels but she has to understand where I'm coming from.
"I think both of you were wrong but in different ways and a conversation should be held." Michelle said and I nodded in agreement.
"I spoke with mama Sade and she said that she'd talk to her but she wants to talk with us. I didn't even have to go to her first she came to me." I said.
"Well good." Solange said.
"I don't try to make it look like Jay and I are still together but that's what the world thinks. I'm not one to correct what the public thinks. You guys know that and I don't think she understands that."
"She told me that she doesn't care about going to the public. She just cares about not hiding her love for you. Like she doesn't want to be outside with you and it's a problem if y'all kiss."
"I understand that but it's more to it. I have fans that I could lose that affects my business, my brand and my image. It's so much more to it and I just want her to realize that. I just want her to feel like I'm enough for her." I sniffled.
Kelly hugged me and Solange kissed my cheek. "Don't cry bey, yall are going to get through this rough patch."
"You know she stayed on the phone with blue last night? Sang her to sleep and everything. Even though we were going through something she didn't treat my baby any different." I said wiping my face watching blue play in the pool.
