Its 9 am and the whole night I didn't slept after the talk at the cafe about my marriage and how could I sleep peacefully when the storm had already entered my life.
"Shivi" my aunt called me, she was knocking the door. I really don't want to meet her now as I don't want to let out my anger in front of her. But she is still knocking. I have to open it.
I opened the door and she said "Oh god you opened finally, I know you are upset on me Shivi but can we have a talk please?". I thought for a moment and agree to it, afterall she is my aunt.
"Shivi see I know I did wrong to you but please understand I couldn't pay further for you and if I did this I would regret for not fulfilling your dreams. It is your luck that you got an offer from a rich family and-" She said but I paused her in middle when she said RICH FAMILY. "Offer from a rich family huh? , why would they give a proposal to us instead of a girl of a rich one?" I debeted. "That I too don't know but the proposal has come from them. After the marriage you can talk to your husband about your studies" She answered. "Aunty but- I want some time" I said. "fine sweetheart but we need to meet them tomorrow" she replied and I was like what the hell ? "Why so soon, aren't they so demanding?"I said again and she simply said "Huh you just tell me till evening, now fresh up" saying this she went to the kichen.
I kept brooding all day. I am really stucked in this situation. I want to complete my dreams. I understand my aunt's problem too but a marriage why? What if my husband lets me persue my dreams and help me with my studies but what if he doesn't ?
I didn't even know him nor I have seen him. Should I first meet him and check whether he is a good person or not? I need to check him first. Fine I will meet him tomorrow and I will ask everything I want to.
Its evening and I went to my aunt. She was watching her favourite flowers. "Aunty, actually...I have decided to meet him" after I said this she turned immediately. "You will marry him?" she asked surprisingly. "No no I didn't thought of it, I only decided to meet him for time being" I replied in seconds. Why she became so excited? "Ok sweetheart, thats enough for me now, lets decide the dress for tomorrow, so your future husband's eyes will only be on you" she said, but what is she saying oh god!! "Auntyy stop it" I said arguing a bit but she laughed.
Time passed and finally I choosed a perfect dress for me. I got to know that a ceremony is going to take place of what I don't know but many rich guests would come too. So accordingly I choosed a dress which looks a bit official too. I don't know what my future husband would do seeing me tomorrow, why I am calling him husband already?
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Today is the day I am going to meet him, HIM you probably know that whom I am talking about. I swiftly changed into my white simple frock so it looks a bit proffesional. I left my hairs fall freely, I just made it a bit curly. I wore simple one stone earning and matching heels.
I don't have much clothes for parties and even if I like some dress at the shop, I would just click its picture so in future if I earn enough I would by it for me and my sweet aunt. Luck that I have these for parties.