Collection of sin - Officer Wang's secret fantasies (ZhanYi-FF)

Attention, please! - Part five

Attention, please! - Part five

Fuck! Fuck! Fuck!

I'm screwed!

How could I let this happen?!

What was I thinking? For fucks sake, why must my body betray me so? It's as if my overenthusiastic dick decided to ignore everything I fought for and wave ‘Hello’ to my nemesis on its own! How mortifying! This is precisely why I refrain from letting my Libido make the important decisions - because this is the result! I'm doomed! It's the end of my career! My existence is shattered! My fragile heart can't handle this! …And he's a goddamn pilot! Why meee!!! AAAAH!!!

Libido, slightly offended yet secretly proud of this afternoon's shower party: Hey! Aren't you exaggerating a tad? Name one part of your body that wasn't thoroughly satisfied!

Quiet! I'm in crisis mode, and your input isn't helping!

Libido: Well, thanks to my remarkable skills, you experienced the bliss of this divine encounter.

That's exactly the problem, you prick!

Good Sense: Let's all calm down and not spoil our post-coital bliss.

Quiet! Who asked you to butt in?

Guilty Conscience: It wasn't even coitus…

Libido: Exactly! And yet you label me as greedy and primitive? His hands were simply extraordinary! A true revelation!

I swear, I'll find a remedy to silence you for good!

Good Sense: I assume your mind is still in some sort of orgasmic aftermath. Your decision sounds rather unreasonable and not well thought out.

Oh, I assure you. This IS thoroughly considered!

Guilty Conscience: But… won't you miss us?

Libido, conveniently ignoring the others: Mark my words! This was only the warm-up. Next time, we will chain him on the bed and…

QUIET!! You are all driving me insane!

Good Sense: You're talking with the voices in your head. Reconsider your statement.

… Can someone just shoot me?

For your kind information: As soon as I regained control over my impaired body functions and partially recovered from this deed of fornication, I literally fled from the seductive, delicious looking temptation in panic. Now, finding myself in an emotional crisis of uncertain outcome, I am hiding in my bed under the deceptive safety of my fluffy refuge, having an internal tantrum like a proper adult. To make matters worse, my utterly useless mental companions wouldn't stop raving about the god-like, personified masculinity, giving my mind not a moment of peace. Damn! How could I lose control like that?

I really struggled hard to shift the blame onto Captain Sexy, but to my dismay, I couldn't. The more I dwelled on it, the more I reluctantly realized I couldn't simply push it onto him. It made me angry with myself.

But it felt so good! I didn't even need my stupid brain squad to confirm this. As if on cue, my heart raced as memories of our steamy encounter in the shower resurfaced in my mind. My cheeks suddenly felt extremely hot, and I prayed nobody would notice them glowing under the blanket. Even that unwanted strange fluttering feeling in my stomach returned again! What should I do??

Shit… The way he treated me was intoxicating! So attentive and respectful, yet he emanated a captivating dominance that left me deliciously weak. I could still feel the firm grip of his long fingers around me, skillfully applying just the right amount of pressure and making me feel pleasure I never experienced before. “I won't do more today. I will only go further if you genuinely want it,” I recall him whispering into my ear after I came hard in his hands and slowly returned back to my senses. Aargh!! I'm going nuts! Why did he have to be so nice and considerate? Others would have just taken advantage of the situation, but not him!