LOVE NOT EASY

Chapter 29

Kaycee

So its been a couple of days since the big argument with maichai. Danni has been blowing my phone up but i have no reason to talk to her. I tried calling my dad a few times to see why he would do what he did but he hasnt answered my phone calls. Its not even about the money its just the fact that he would do something so messed up to his only daughter. I havent really talked to my mom but thats fine, im pretty sure she's back to her old life.
I was driving from my shop when I decided that i do need to have a conversation with maichai. If he doesnt wanna hear me out then oh well ill just leave but i hope he do.

It took maybe 30 minutes to drive to his house. Thank goodness he was home. I fixed my shorts and shirt and looked down at my outfit. I had on a pair of levi short shorts with a light blue turtle neck crop top and white pointed toes sandals. I had on gold hoops with my favorite gold rolex watch. I love way the herione lipstick went perfect with my outfit. I took a deep breath and walked up his drive way to his front door. I didn't get a chance to knock before he opened the door.

he looked me up and down before saying
"Wassup"

"I just wanna talk to you" i said biting my lip.

He sighed "you tryna talk or agrue because i dont got time for you if you trying to fuss" he said

I looked down and said "i just wanna talk chai...im going through alot of shit... i need you"

I bit my lip hard as hell as i walked in.

We sat on his couch and it kinda became awkward.

"So why you here? What you trying to talk about?" He asked giving me the death glare.

"Why?what did you do it?" I asked and he smacked his lips.

"Kaycee i didnt do shit and that's the last time ima say it. I tried to offer what actually happened but you wasnt trying to hear it"

" i am now" i said and he mumbled something under his breath.

"Ace was flirting with the flight attendant saying some corny ass pick up lines that made us laugh. Thats it. Hell you should know me enough to know that i dont mind saying when i fucked up bruh" he informed me. The confidence he had in his voice made me believe he was telling the truth. I felt so dumb. I was wrong for accusing him.

"Baby im sorry" i said feeling bad.

"Kaycee you gotta understand that i aint got no reason to cheat on you. Yea i did that shit before but that was before i knew this would even get this serious"

I felt the tears forming in my eyes. I hate crying infront of people its like a sign of weakness to me. I looked away and quickly wiped my eyes.

"I know its just i thought you would fight to be with me. I thought you would shut my ass up and force me to listen to you. I wanted you to think about my feelings"

"Bruh everything cant always be about you. Every Time im with you I always make sure you know how im feeling about you by my actions."

"Chai its never about me! You dont give a damn about MY feelings! My mother didnt give a damn! My two bestfriends dont give 2 damns and my father dont!" I said as the tears streamed from my face.

He pulled me in his embraced while i just cried. I just couldnt help it.
"Chai its like no one is in my corner"

"Baby i wanna be in your corner but you keep pushing me away" he told me rubbing my back. I took a deep breath and wiped my eyes.

"So we good?" I asked

"Fasho" he said smiling.

"So whats been going on?" He asked