LOVE NOT EASY

Chapter 37

Maichai

"Well what is it nookie?" She said giving me her attention.

"Grams things been so crazy lately" i said as kaycee took a seat on the bed. To be honest i know we not together but just her support right now is all i need.

"Well i wish you would tell me what happened" she said becoming impatient from me not actually answering the question.

"Well i cheated on kaycee bad bad. This wasnt the first time.. I almost had a baby by the other girl too, ive been doing that shit that you hate--

"Watch you language maichai"

"My fault.. Anyways i been doing that job again you know to provide for my fam, i started back drinking and smoking.. Its just all damn--dang stressful. I feel like nobody got my back. I mean i know kay do but i feel like she would walk away at any moment"

"What? I been here through all the BS maichai. Even after that stuff that happened way back. I see you changing. Im not going anywhere as long as you do what you know suppose to do... I'll be damn if i leave a man that i know is my dream one" she said winking at me.

I slightly smiled but I'm still not convinced to be honest..

"Well is sounds like it not something you need to talk to me about. As far as the job you know i dont like it" she said as she grabbed her cane and stood up.

Once she walked out i sat on the bed.
"You really think i would leave at even given moment?" She asked

"Hell yea ma." I said pulling her into me.

"Im sorry i gotta work on that"

"We can work together.. I really miss you.. I want you to be mines again kay"

I bit my lip and looked away

He chucked "i see i still make you nervous.. Even after all this time"

"Boy whatever" i said laughing as i got out of his arms.

"Baby im serious"

"look im leaving though.. I dont feel welcomed here.."

"Them? Those just hating ass females.. They not gonna approve of you because you're beautiful.. Thats my fam but its the truth"

"Well thats more of a reason for me to get the fuck" i said straight my clothes

"Iight ima dip out within a hour and come through over there"

"Okay" she said and walked out. I followed behind her as we went downstairs.

"So why were yall in there so long? I know you aint do nothing nasty with that girl?"

Kaycee

"Excuse me?" I said but chai just grabbed my arm and pulled me away.

"Let me get out of here before i gotta beat a bitch"

He chuckled and walked me out

"Yeaa ima bust out too.. Ima go talk to my bro first then leave"

"Okay" i said walking off to my car

I felt slight cramps in my stomach which i hated... This Braxton hicks contractions really kick my ass sometimes.
I got in the car and drove off. I picked up Chinese food and headed to my house. I walked up to my house door to find another note:

See you soon bitch

In red writing.. I turned around searching for a sign of someone who could be watching me but there was no one.