To love you

Part 3

AGASTHYA

'Are you okay ?' He asked
'Yes I'm dad don't worry ' I said
' don't lie ' he sat beside me
'She said yes he is getting married in a month , I love him and he'll get married now ' I said and drank more , I handed bottle to dad
He too took a sip
'Shit happens son , you have to move on you can't waste your time sulking on this , or you will be late to find your love of the life so move on get out there , there are lot of nice boys out there ' he said
'But I love him I loved him for forever, he must have seen that right I was obvious about it ' I said
'Maybe he didn't see you that way na ' he said
'You don't have problem that I'm gay ?' I asked
'I really don't , you are who you are just stay happy with whomever you want' he said
I love him
We talked for a while , the whole bottle was empty now
We laughed , i cried we chatted it was nice
i went to my room and took a shower
Changed into my clothes and slept on bed
Everythings reminds me of him we used to play games in this room we used to talk sleep eat fight in this room
I kept shifting here and there just so I could sleep maybe its jet lag I don't know
'Dadda ' I heard tiny voice
'Yes bunny ' I said my eyes were teary but he won't see it cause its dark in here
'Can I sleep here ?' She asked
' yes baby come ' I wrapped my arms around her tiny body while she hugged me tightly
He knows that I need her she is so smart my baby
' bunny dadda is really sorry for being a bad dad , I really wish if you would have had someone better then me , i'm just a big loser i'm so sorry ' i said
'I love you dadda I don't want anyone I just want you so don't think much about it ' she said hugging my neck
'I love you too , you are my world I promise you , I'll be a better dad starting from tomorrow' I said
'Now let me sleep' she said and slept
I too slept the whole time
'Daddaaaaaaaa wake up i'm getting late ' he yelled near my ears
'Yess oo god my head its paining why are you yelling and you little monster is this the way you wake you dad up huh ?' i asked
'Yess now wake up quickly let's go now go and brush you can take bath later now go go go go ' she yelled
God her voice is squeaky
I quickly brushed my teeth's
And went down
I was still in my tracks and black plain tshirt
'Let's go ' I said grabbing car's key
We reached her school
Everyone's parents were there no doubt he wanted me to drop her off
'Let's go ' i took her hand her teachers were standing outside
'Mayra who is he ?' Her teacher asked
'He is my dadda ' she said and smiled
'You look too young for a dad ' she said
'Yes had her soon ' so nosy
I kneeled down in front of her
'So bunny , should I pick you up after school too ?' I asked
'Yes dadda you are the best ' she said jumping
'And we can go out to eat icecream or anything you wanna eat later , sounds good ?' I asked
' yes daddaa I love you ' she yelled
'Shuuuu , now go see you soon bye ' I said
I could hear people gossiping how i am a dad at such young age and bla bla bla
I don't care
I drive back to my parents house
'See who's here ' mom said
It was dev
'Hey why are you here so early in the morning ?' I asked
'Nothing special' he said
'Great ,I'm gonna sleep now you can stay I just dropped mayra to school ' I said
'No let's have breakfast together cause you are coming with me too plan my wedding okay after all you are my best friend' he said
' no I'm sleeping byeeee ' i went upstairs
And slept on my bed comfortable
He jumped on me like we are some 10 years old
' are you fucking crazy dev ? ' i yelled I was maybe mad at him that's why he wS irritating me
'Shut up we have to go , go get a shower cause you stink of alcohol how much did you drink huh' he asked
'You talk way too much I'm coming you go down ' I said
i have to go with him I shouldn't because it won't help my feelings but I have too