To love you

Part 12 (smut)

Was he so alone in his life
Was I even doing correct thing to him
I feel guilty
I felt guilty when I left him after sex
It was like I used him
There so much things we don't know about each other
Still I can fell that he is sad he is broken he's just good at pretending though
i want to ask him but it is one of the rule that don't ask about personal things
But this cuddling was also one of the rule and I broke it
I just stared at him
I can't get into relationship with someone who I have just known for barely 3 months
And I don't wanna date someone right now cause I am still not over dev or that's what i think so
If I had the chance to confess would story be any different ?
I don't know
Anyways tomorrow is Saturday
'Agastya wake up Agasthya' someone tried to wake me up
'Huh ?' i woke up
'It's 11 am don't you wanna go to office ?' He asked
'11 ? What the fuck 11?' i checked the timing it was 8
'Yaaaa it's 8 am are you kidding me I was sleeping peacefully' i whined
'Don't you have office ?' He asked
'I'm the cfo I can go whenever I want just let me sleep for 10 min more noo rohan it's Saturday let me sleep ' I said remembering its Saturday
'Sure , but yk I was taking a bath I thought you might be intrested to join me ' he said
'Let's go then ' I quickly woke up
'I thought you were sleepy just go back to sleep ' he teased
'I'm not sleepy anymore let's go take a bath ' I said grabbing extra towel that was on bed
We both entered the bathroom
There was tub filled with bubbles and fragrance that was lingering around the bathroom
'God this is pretty ' I said
'Let's get into the tub ' he said undressing himself
'Yepp' I stripped myself and sat inside the tub
The water was lukewarm but enough to give me relief
'This feels great ' I said
'I know that's why I did that I needed it had a pretty rough day yesterday' He said
'I know you talked about it ' I said
This was different I was at ease I was comfortable I was relaxed I was relieved
'I think I'm gonna break some rules and go ahead and ask you yesterday you said everyone leave you do you mean it ?' i asked
'Its just in the past I'm okay now, the wounds are still open but I know I'll get through them ' He said
'What happened ?' I asked caressing his face while he leaned into my hand holding it
'Maybe I'll tell you when times right ' he said he was silent
I pulled him closer to me and placed him on my lap
There was a problem he was sitting on my yk
It was getting hard
'He kissed you here right ?' i asked
And he nodded I wrapped my arms around his waist pulling him more closer as if I could
I kissed his neck at the exact point where he kissed
I started giving him open mouth kisses on his entire neck and shoulders
While he moved his hips on me
I then sucked on his nipples devouring them
I picked him up and put my length inside him
I fucking missed this
And its only been a week
'Don't move just sit there ' I said and nodded
Then he hugged me
'Thanks for making me feel better this sure is making it way better ' he said
I pulled him in a kiss
'Move slowly ' I said and again attached my lips to his
'God you are good at this ' I moaned putting my head back
He kissed my neck while riding me slowly
The soap and water was making it easier to move
'Ride faster baby ' I leaned back relaxing my whole body
Soon we both cumed
'God it feels great' I moaned
'I'm glad you feel that way ' he said and kissed me
After a good makeout session
'Let's take a shower now' I suggested
It's already 9
We hoped out of tub and went directly under neath the shower
While it cleans us both
I took the loofah and put some shower gel on it and started scrubbing my body anf his too
Then we rinse it
'Where is your facewash ?' I asked
'Behind you ,see here ' he leaned and his legs slipped
I quickly held him
It was that cliche scene
But I felt something different
Whenever I felt this I felt like I was betraying dev
I know it so unfair it is unfair for me too
But I can't help but feel that way
He is out there enjoying his life with his wife on his honeymoon
And I'm here using someone to move on
I quickly grabbed the facewash washed my face
'I'm leaving' I said
'Just like that ? ' he asked his eyes asked for answers that I can't give
'I told you I'll be leaving as soon as we are done'
I got out he was out of shower too but his aura was different not the goffy one it was minute before
I checked my phone
10 miss calls from my mom , my mom always calls me more than twice when its some emergency
'Fucking hell' I said
I quickly called back my mom