I'm sorry I haven't talked to you in a while
I'm constantly in my own mind
I'm sorry I can't make new friends
And I do not want to leave my house
And I'm sorry I'm just learning to breathe
I know healing takes time but it's hard when I dont know how to be
I know I need to do things in life
But I dont know where to start
And I dont know why I'm just so obsessed
He's the love of my life
But I need friends
And it's hard to stay awake
And I know I should just calm down
And breathe
But it is hard to breathe when I dissociate
And I lose track of time
Because I always get lost in my mind
And I feel trapped sometimes
I'm sorry I'm always overthinking
And getting stuck on the couch
Stuck on my phone
Instead of talking to you
Making an effort to be here with you
I'm sorry
And I love you
