MATERNITY (Agile Assassins Series #1)

Chapter 14

Seraphine

Fornicate

After we eat at the restaurant we already leave there even though I can feel his stare at me all the time I still ignore him.

It's been a week since I start avoiding him, Minsan ay nagkakasalubong kami sa hallway, locker, cafeteria, at sa parking lot pero sa tuwing magkakatitigan kami ay ako lagi ang nauunang umiiwas. Pero sa ilang linggo na Hindi kami nagkausap at magkasama ay nalulungkot at parang nawawalan ako ng gana na pumasok.

Nasa liblary ako ngayon, mag-isa. Suot ko ang headphone ko nakikinig sa musika habang nag-pipinta ulit, Wala akong gana ngayon kaya kung ano-ano na ang hinahalo kung kulay at pinipintura.

I sigh heavily and stop painting, I put down my brush and closed my eyes and stretch my neck dahil buong Oras na akong nakayuko.

Nakahawak ang dalawang kamay ko saaking leeg at minulat ang mga mata, I flinch when I saw his eyes staring at me, I swallowed hard and looked away before I stand up and left there to find something to distract his stares.

Ilang Oras na siyang nandyan?

Nag-hanap ako ng libro kunwari kahit Hindi ko Naman alam kung Anong seksyon iyun.

While pretending to find a random book I feel someone behind me, I got nervous and feel my heart beat faster like a roller coaster. I smelled his perfume and his scent is familiar, it smell good like a luxurious mild but can give this kind of valorous scents.

When I see him go on my side in my peripheral vision, side view pa lang Niya ay alam ko na siya iyun.

Tumayo ako ng maayos at Hindi siya pinansin, binalewala ko lang siya at kumuha ako ng libro na kung ano-ano Basta makaalis lang doon. Aalis na sana ako pero bigla Niya akong tinawag.

"Sera." He called me and I feel his gentle hold on my arm, I look at it and to him.

I saw his restless eyes and his sleepy eyes with a accumulated eyebag in the eye, kumunot ang noo ko at tinitigan siya.

"What?" I said to him coldly.

"Can we talk?" He said in a low tone with a tired voice, I got worried when I saw his condition.

It's my fault, I know.

"Wala na tayong pag-uusapan pa Xander." Sabi ko sakanya na seryoso pa rin ang itsura kahit nag-aalala at guilty ako sa sitwasyon Niya.

"Please, why are you avoiding me? If I make a mistake I can make it right, just tell me what is it I'll do anything, baby...please." he said with a pity face na parang nagmamakaawa na pansinin at kausapin ko na siya.

Gusto ko pero natatakot ako, he have someone else and he's with me? We are friends but all his time is always mine? And now he's acting like my boyfriend? What kind of friend I am if we are like that while he have someone.

"Let me go Xander, we are just friends but you're acting like I'm yours?" Sabi ko na may namumuong Galit saakin katawan, I can't with him.

Totoo nga na pakwan siya, I can't believe what his girl be her reaction when she find out this.

Hindi siya nakapagsalita pero kita ko ang lungkot at sakit sa Mukha Niya, his hold in my arm loose, binawi ko ang braso ko at umalis doon.

My chest is tight while I was saying those words to him, it hurt me but I need to do it for the betterment for us.

Niligpit ko lahat ng gamit ko at umalis na roon na masakit at mabigat ang nararamdaman.

The whole day I can't concentrate the whole lesson, tulala lang ako at Hindi makasabay sa mga turo nila.