Is your joke still funny? (Book 1)

Friends

You're my best friends.

Sisters even.

I love you.

But there's something you need to understand.

You kinda terrify me.

Because you're everything that I'm not.

You're skinny.

I'm fat.

You're beautiful.

I'm ugly.

You're perfect.

I'm a monster.

And I know that I'm the unimportant one.

The second choice even.

And I know that it's terrible but I'm jealous.

And I'm sorry but you terrify me.

Because I know that you could leave,

Anytime you want.

And I'd completely understand why.

Updated 2/1/17