Is your joke still funny? (Book 1)

Anxiety

I can't knock on a door

I can't ask for extra napkins

I can't call to ask you how you are

I can't raise my hand without the fear of being wrong

I can't hangout with new people

I can't live my life.

It's like being in a cage that's unlocked

I can get out but I've trapped myself

It's like wanting to have friends but can't hangout

It's like suffocating but still breathing

It's not a way to live

It's a way to die.