Is your joke still funny? (Book 1)

I told you to stay away

That night

When we

Where stood

On the

Rocks by

The beach.

My eyes

Building with

Warm tears

You whispered

At me

Telling me

To jump.

Telling me

I wasn't

Worth it.

It was

Like you

Belonged in

My head

With the

Rest of

The voices.

You didn't

Deserve to

Tell me

To die.

But I

Done it.

I jumped.

Straight into

The water.

It was

Cold at

First but

Then my

Eyes closed

And I

Couldn't feel

It anymore.

I woke

Up on

The beach

All wet

And freezing.

You starred

Into my

Soul with

Black eyes.

Did you

Save me?

I still

Don't know.

From that

Day on

I told

You to

Stay away

But you

Didn't did

You? You're

Still here

Threatening my

Friends and

Making me

Wish I

Didn't fail

At my

Suicide attempt.