Habichi:"So, if I am guessing. There's some trauma or anything really bad that's affecting you badly huh?"
Naoto:"y-yeah... I guess so.."
Habichi:"Alright. Just tell me, the main idea. What and why is this making you feel this way."
Hmm. Naoto began to wonder how to explain the main problem of why he's like this. There's a lot. But has to try and fit it at once with maybe two sentences. Might as well be a paragraph!
Naoto:"okay well, I had a bad childhood and experienced with bullying that pushed me to near death. And I've been suffering from suicide and depression even anxiety. It got worse.. recently.
Habichi:"hmm okay go on"
Naoto;"I-.. my bullies from my childhood came back and threaten to kill me, actually. But, I made some new friends in high school and they helped me.. and they saved me.. and I saved them.. there was a little problem with my friends in between but it's fixed. But I woudl lost a friend.. a-and then me and my friends would help each other. M-more problems came and were.. uh life threating"
Habichi:"mhmmm go on"
Naoto:"a-and.. I would save their lives.. successfully. But.. we all would be.. uh.. recovering badly and.. uhm.. would all go to therapy"
Habichi:"therapy hm? Then why come back again!"
Naoto:"w-well.. during my time away from everyone. I didn't. I skipped all lessons and only went to one. That's all... and that's why.. I'm here.. to redo the lessons I didn't do back then."
Habichi:"hmm. Alright then I understand"
Naoto:"a-and.. I would come back and reunite every of my friends. And.. it felt great and we were all happy once we reconnected again.."
Habichi;"but?"
Naoto:"b-but.. I-I.. don't know if.. there's something truly right with me.. I should but.. there's something like.. I don't know what's pulling me down.."
He said. Letting it all out so Habichi can get an understanding of him. It is understandable to do. But Naoto'did realizes
He said a lot. A lot about why he feels like this. Why he's the person he is and why he has suffered a lot yet, every one of his friends are good.
He then began to overthink if he said a lot. Anxiety and stress took over real quick. He looked up at the ceiling. He felt so uneven.
As if he needed to leave ASAP.
Habichi:"as I see. You seemed to suffer a lot. Which your friends understand it all. But you feel like there is something wrong deep, within you hm?"
Naoto:".........."
Habichi;"Hm, knowing you're quiet means I am right. I can see you're not beginning to feel uncomfortable?"
Naoto:"u-uhm...."
'How!?!! This therapist has to be a magician!?! No way he knows how I feel right now.'
Naoto thought to himself. He would nod at that question. Still, feeling not right
Habichi:"as I see. Say, how many of friends you say they were?"
Naoto:"s-six.. b-but now five... right now I have three. My other two left for a trip together. And, my friend who's in the waiting room, she's there."
Habichi:"hmm. That's good to hear. Say, since it's a she. What's her name?"
Naoto didn't know if he should say her name or not. He didn't know if she would be okay or comfortable knowing this therapist her name. Would it be bad? There would be one way to find out.
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Painting his life back. (Don't with me miss nagatoro story)
FanfictionAfter the major events from last time. Both Nagatoro and Gamo are gone for important reasons. As for Naoto, senpai. Is repainting his life back to normal, with the other girls. Sakura, Yoshi and Hana. But would it work out in the end?...
