"You are caught Moon, stop staring at me". My heart quickened, This man will be the end of me.
"Trust me moon, The way you look at me makes my heart flutter".
"And how Am I looking at you Arjun?". I really wanted to know, Do I actually look at him...
"Tere pyaar mein khoya hoon, Dil mein basa hai tu, Teri yaadon mein jeeta hoon, Har lamha tera hai suroor." 💗
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My life has been such a roller coaster ride for these few months. My book is doing exceptionally good and that makes me so proud of myself. I am grateful that I am getting to do what I love the most and I wouldn't trade that for anything in this entire world.
I am currently working on the next update to my e-book, but my mind isn't stable at all!! My thoughts keep wandering around my parents. How would my life have been if they cared about me and treated me right?
Did they ever realise that they were hurting their own child by not respecting her own choices? Every time I saw them supporting my siblings, I was torn apart. It's not like I am envious of my siblings, but a part of me wanted the same love and acceptance from my parents. They gave me everything I wanted but not the choice to select my own career, and I've loathed myself all my life for not being the child they wanted me to be. I've always been this way, scared of what other people would think about me, and that made me a people-pleaser. If I am given a chance, I'll run away, leaving everything behind.
Arjun's nightmares have lessened now. But that night still flashes in front of my eyes. Thunderstorms frighten him a lot, and I just want to keep him close every time he falls down on his knees. I want to hold him close every time he is mad, I'd hold him all night just to see him smile.
He is stressed these days and I went shopping to get some stuff for him. I’ve planned a small room date for him.
I got back home and set up our room. Nope I did not bring roses or anything extravagant as I know Arjun doesn't like it. Instead i got some games, snacks and a small gift for him.
I am proud of myself. “Good Job Navya”, I said and patted my back. I looked at the clock and it was 07:00 already and Arjun said he’d be home at 07:30.
I looked at the room one last time And walked towards the kitchen.
I got the dining table ready, and the doorbell rang. And I knew it was Arjun. He had a small smile on his face and I knew he was exhausted. I grabbed the coat from his hand and led him inside. I gave him a glass of water. He sat down on the couch and I rubbed his back. He kept the glass down and hugged me, keeping his head on my stomach. I stood closer to him and kept ruffling his hair.
After a few minutes he went to freshen up and later we had dinner. Even the silence between us spoke a lot. We were far away from the stage where we understood each other even in silence.
We got black to the room and he went inside the closer I quickly got the fairly light set and turned off the lights of the room.
“Navya, where are you? Why are these lights turned off?”.
I quickly moved and switched on the lights. Arjun looked around the room, and he was very surprised. He walked closer standing in front of me.
