I came here for love,
To love and be loved.
I came here for love,
To love and be loved.
Like a mantra in my head
I keep repeating it.
Over and over and over again.
But why,
I thought I have every right
To now be selfish,
Cos I always was the one who gives
To step aside and let them go first
I was wrong
I always was
Why don't I learn
Why can't I learn
I have to stop it
Or it will wilt
She will wilt away
These days, them people hardly stay.
Every rose has it's thorn
Thats what they said
And if it's true love, it will never break
They said that too
But what if I break
If I leave
If I kill myself
Cos I just wanted to
Would it hurt
Yes it would, I think
Hurt me and them
Cos I hurt when something hurts them
Her
She's the one I'm worried
Yes her
She be the one who gave me everything
I, who gave her nothing but hurt
It's drama again
I don't know
Should I smile when they say it
Nobody really knows
Whats going on with this
(Me knocking my head)
Sure I will smile
That's what I've been good at
Speaking of what I'm good at
I can never even do it anymore
That something I'm good at
This poem is a nonsense too
Heck with you all
This is freeverse
Look it up
I fail
I fail
And I fail again
I'm such a failure
God, I'm at your mercy
I pray too, you know
Pray for everyone's good fortune
Good health, freedom, happiness
Is someone praying for me too?
This poem is too long
Quite long for my taste
I usually write a stanza or two
Drama
Coma
Drama
Lover
Well, I'll tell her it's over
She should just move on to another
But I can't help but wonder
Cos it's still selfish to have her do over
I hate it
I hate this
I hate me
Drama
I can't be selfish
I can't just kill me
Then make them sad
That would make them feel bad
They who don't read this
Them whom I love
They don't know that I feel like this
Some do but they turn their heads away
Cos it's drama
Hmmm
Drama
It ain't drama anymore if I do it, right?
I came here for love
To love and be loved
I came here for love
I was loved
I came here for love
I was loved
I came here for love
Yet I still don't know how to love.
Peace
