CHIRAG E ZINDAGI

chapter 3

"Kon??'' uss NY muskratay huvay pocha shayad hi ye pehli Baar tha uss NY azlan sy Kuch chupaya tha
"zawiyar tumhe pata hai na tumhe jhoot nhi Bolna ata''
"bhai mein jhoot nhi bol rha sach mein ab mujhe sy ye sab bardasht nhi hota ye Roz Roz ki larai ye mar peet mein tang agya hoon iss sab sy''
"afsoos hai mujhe Tum mujh sy batay chupa rhy ho''
"bhai mein AP sy Kuch nhi chupa rha Mera yakeen kry''
"zawiyar mujhe yakeen hai lekin mujhe....''
"bhai agar koi BAAT hoti tou mein phir b apko Bata Deta''
"theek hai ab Ghar Chalo''
"bhai AP mama ko tou nhi batay gy??''
"mein ny Bhala aj tak tumhari koi BAAT mama ko batai hai??''
uss NY nhi mein sir halaya.
"tou phir??Chalo yaar Ghar Chalo,aj k Liye bohat hogya bohat lar liya Tum thak gy hogy na😂😂''
"haan ye tou hai''
Ghar janay k baad zawiyar apnay kamray mein Chala gya or kamray ki khirki khol li uss k kamray sy bohat dilkash nizara Nazar ata tha or jab Raat hoti tou chamkta huva Chand b waziya Nazar ata tha zawiyar ko wo Chand dekhna nihayat Pasand tha wo har Raat khirki k pass beth ta tha or Chand dekha krta tha lekin aj Kuch ajeeb Howa aj uss NY Chand ki taraf na dekha uss NY APnay daraz sy dairy nikali or likhna shoro krdiya
" aj Kuch ajeeb huva aj mein ny Ali ko mara Ali ko Jo bohat strong tha or mujhe ussy dar b lagta tha aj Mera Chand dekhny ko b Dil nhi kr rha aj mujhe Kuch ajeeb mehsoos horha hai pata nhi kya lekin Dil mein aj bohat Khushi si hai Khushi ka Ek tofan ubhar rha hai aj Meri Ek larki sy takar hui or mein ny uss ko sorry b bola,lekin uss NY koi jawab nhi diya kyun??wo mujhe bura tou nhi samjh rhi uss ko ye tou nhi lag rha k mein badtmeez hoon uss NY jawab kyun nhi diya,mujhe uss ko letter likhna chahiye????nhi letter kaisay doon ga??lekin agar wo naraz hogi tou mein tou azlan bhai ko b nhi Bata skta wo kehtay Hain k larkiyo k chakkar mein na phasna wo kehtay Hain k pehlay hi mama baba itny sakht Hain or agar mohabat hogi tou humari Shaadi kabhi us sy nhi karay gy or Tum tou brave b nhi ho mama baba sy lar lo gy??lekin ab tou mein brave hoon na mein ny Ali ko mara tha mama baba strict tou nhi Hain lekin azlan bhai kehtay Hain k un tang nhi Kiya kro mujhe lagta hai wo azlan bhai sy zyada Pyaar krty Hain lekin wo kehtay Hain k wo hum sy brabar Pyaar krty Hain lekin wo Meri speech k Liye b nhi ay thy wo Meri ptm p b nhi jatay or azlan bhai k sath har jaga jatay Hain,wo azlan bhai ko un k dosto sy b milwatay Hain lekin mujhe wo akelay bahir b nhi janay detay hum school sy atay Hain tou mama azlan bhai ko kehti Hain k uniform change krlo azlan mujhe kyun nhi kehti??mein yeh nhi kehta k wo mujh sy Pyaar nhi krti wo krti Hain lekin itna nhi jitna azlan bhai sy krti Hain baba mujhe Pyaar krty Hain lekin azlan bhai bohat zyada krty Hain phopo b mujhe bohat Pyaar krti Hain wo tou kehti hain k mein un k betay jaisa hoon lekin un k husband un k sath nhi Rehtay iss Liye wo dado k sath Rehti Hain lekin un k husband Kahan hai?? jab b mein pochta hoon tou kehti hain wo dur Hain hum sab sy lekin wo Allah k pass nhi Hain,pata nhi wo Kahan Hain??dairy mujhe Chand dekhna hai kal baat kry gy bye''
wo khirki khol k Chand dekhny k Liye beth gya Chand dekhty waqt uss ko uss larki sy takar yaad Ani lagi wo beintha muskraya,ussko nhi pata tha k uss ko Kya horha hai
aglay din wo betha huva tha azlan uss k pas aya or pocha
"zawiyar kya huva hai??''
"bhai mohabat kisay kehtay Hain??''
"Tum ye kyun poch rhy ho''
"bas yunhi''
"zawiyar Tum batao na batao mujhe pata hai k tumhe Kisi sy mohabat hogai hai''
"bhai apko mein aesa lagta hoon??
"Dekho zawiyar mohabat krna na krna Kisi ky ikhtiar mein nhi hota ye Ek fitrati jazba hai hoti Chali jati hai,insaan chaha kr b khud ko nhi rok skta,ab sach sach batao ''
"agar mein batao ga tou phir AP kahay gy k Kon hai wo''
"haan tou kahoon ga hi Zahir hai pata tou Chalay Kon hai wo jis ki waja sy Mera bhai dewano ki Tarah paish araha hai''
"bhai aesa Kuch nhi hai wo tou bas mein my AP sy aesay hi poch liya''
"bhai Tum na batao lekin mujhe pata hai k Tum Kisi sy mohabat krny lagay ho''
"bhai kya hogya hai mujhe tou ap sy koi BAAT nhi krni chahiye AP har baat ko Ulta hi samjhty Hain''
"Meri jaan meray bhai aesa Kuch nhi hai,mein bas ye keh rha hoon k mujh sy Kuch na chupana sab Batana mujhe,takay baad mein koi mushkil na paish ai''
"bhai kya hi mushkil aye gi??''
"Dekho zawiyar mein Sirf itna keh rha hoon
k Kisi sy mohabat na krna mama baba naraz hojay gy''
wo khaika laga k hasa
"kya huva??''azlan NY sawal Kiya
"bhai agar mohabat kro ga tou uss ko hasil krny k Liye jaan ki Bazi Laga do ga lekin apni mohabat ko Kisi or ka hota nhi Dekho ga or specially mama baba ki waja sy tou kabhi b nhi apni mohabat chodo ga, zawiyar ki mohabat b bilkul waisay hi hai jaisay pathar py lakeer ho...''
"bhai bas bas jitny ho utni baat kro ''
"jee''

ye keh k wo Sonay Chala gya
agla din Monday tha wo utha nashta Kiya school janay k Liye tayaar huva,azlan k sath school gya
(morning assembly)
wo apni class k line mein khara tha k baar Baarus ki Nazar sath kharay section ki taraf ja rhi thi us ki nazron ko najanay kyun or kis ki talash thi,wo chaha k b khud ko apni nazrein bhekny sy nhi rok skta tha achanak sy Ek larki taezi sy bhagti huvi or Ek line chod k uss sy agli line mein khari hogai
zawiyar NY ussy dekha or dekhta hi reh gya, zawiyar uss ko dekhay hi ja rha tha
k achanak sy assembly shoro hogai wo sara waqt us ko dekhta Raha
"now moving towards  the award ceremony first of all I would like to announce the student of the year award,as every year this award goes to the most brilliant (irha nihayat dheen sy principal ko sun rhi thi )
the most intelligent student, favorite of all the teachers zawiyar Khan''
irha NY bakiyo ki Tarah clapping shoro krdi zawiyar uss ko dekh k muskraya lekin usy maloom na tha k uss ko award Mila tha
sath kharay larkay NY uss ko hath lagaya tou wo hosh mein aya "haan??''
"zawiyar award lo ja k''
"award?Konsa??''
principal ny kaha
"zawiyar Khan are you here??''
zawiyar fooran bhag k gya
irha NY ussy dekha or byja muskrai
zawiyar award ly k wapis hi arha tha k principal ny kaha k AP photos k Liye humaray sath hi reh gy uss NY haan mein sir Hila tou diya lekin ye tou Sirf Wohi Janta tha k aj wo line k end py khara hona prefer kr rha tha lekin wo Kuch keh b nhi skta tha
wo khamoshi sy wahan khara rha wi inteezar kr rha tha k kab uss ki line uss k samnay sy guzray gi or wo uss ki Ek or jhalak dekhay ga lekin wo nakam hogya iss mein wo tou apni ankhein JAMA betha tha lekin principal Kisi ko janay denay sy pehlay ussy ly k office mein ly gy ye pehli Baar tha k ussy student of the year milny pe Khushi nhi hui thi shayad ab uss ko ye Khushi irha ko dekhny k baad hoti thi.
irha apni class mein Chali Gai sab maths ka kaam kr rhy thy lekin wo kaam krty krty muskranay lagi
sath bethi uss ki dost NY pocha "irha kya huva Tumhe??''
"Kuch nhi kya hona hai mujhe??''
"Tum smile kr rhi ho''
"mein smile haan wo Ek baat yaad agai thi''
"aesi kya baat hai mujhe b batao''
"nhi Kuch nhi bas yunhi''
"hmm Kisi larkay ka chakkar tou nhi??''
"aesa Kuch nhi bas yunhi mama ki Ek baat yaad agai thi,or Tum Meri smile k peechay hi par gi ho ab insan muskra b nhi skta??''
ussy shayad khud b nhi pata tha k wo kyun muskra rhi thi lekin wo janti thi k wo muskra rhi hai or ye koi aam muskrana nhi tha.

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