The new kid

~Chapter 13~

It is now Friday at 3am and I still can sleep. What is wrong with me? I cant believe I let Matt kiss me. But the real question that was running through my mind was; why did I like it so much?? I can't lie and say that my feelings for Matt are gone because everyone knows that they're still present and will always be. School starts in 4 hours and I have to be up in 2 so I should probably get at least a little bit of shut eye.

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I was awoken by my stupid alarm going off none stop. I knew I should've gotten an alarm that had a snooze button, I thought as I got out of bed and turned the alarm off. I did my morning routine as usual but skipped the shower deciding to just shower before I go to sleep.

"Good morning honey," my mom greeted with a small smile plastered on her face. Seeing my mom a little happy again made me smile. I greeted her back with a small 'good morning' and pulled her into a hug hiding a little tear that slipped down my cheek. I don't want my mom to see sad. God I miss my dad so much. I sniff, which my mom noticed and pulled away so she could see my face.

"Awe, please don't cry baby, he's in a better place now. He wouldn't want us to be crying over him for more than a week," she wiped the next tear that escaped trying to make me feel better. "ALRIGHT! We better get you to school before you're late."

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I step out of my mom's car and bend down so I'm leaning into the window.

"I love you mom," I said with a smile holding my tears in. WHY AM I SO EMOTIONAL!!!!

"I love you too sweetie"

We said our goodbye's and I walked towards the main entrance.

"Hey cutie," I heard from behind and turned around. I noticed that it was Dakota. I laughed and walked into his opened arms. I nudged my nose against his jaw telling him to tilt is head. I nuzzled my head in the crock of his next and cried silently. I'm so confused. Why am I crying so much. I guess my dad being gone and my mom turning into a workaholic has made me EXTREMLY emotional. Dakota quietly shushes me calming me down not bothering to ask what's wrong.

"I miss him so much. I miss my mom. I miss hanging out with you," I whisper into his neck trying to calm myself. I already know my makeup is ruined so I have nothing to worry about besides being late for class.

We pulled away and walked to class. As we walked down the hall we got some glares and snickers because we were side hugging like a couple. People probably think I'm a who*e because me and Luke just broke up and apparently people are assuming that Matt and I are back together.

If you're confused I'll explain... Dakota and I are not dating, we are just really close. Ever since my dad died, we started talking more. Just last week Dakota had told me he did have feeling for me, crush wise, and I said the same. I probably sound like a total sl*t but you can not hate me for liking more than one guy. Dakota and I talked about it and we both agreed that we wouldn't dwell on our feelings until we know for sure that Matt and I wouldn't work out and Dakota and Angelica wouldn't work out. Angelica is a really nice girl,. She's smart, funny, always happy, and an all around great person. Her and Dakota started dating about a month ago and they are both happy. They have been going through something that is to personal to tell me or anyone but they don't know if they should stay together or not.

Just so you don't think we dropped Anna, I want to tell you that she had some family issues and wont be back for a month or 2. She didn't tell us exactly what was happening, she just told us it was a family thing.

"Thanks for walking me to class. What a gentle fish," I commented while laughing a little knowing he hates when I 'try' to be funny.

"Ha- I'm dying of laughter right know, if you haven't noticed," he said oh so sarcastically. I laughed more and mumble a small 'thank you'.

"Mmhmm," was all I heard before he walked across the hall to his classroom, only turning around to smirk. (Holly sh*t!! The moment I finished that sentence an amber alert went off on my T.V. They said it was a 7 year old boy :'( ) . I shook my head and walked into class taking my seat and pulled out my notebook, writing down the notes that were written down on the board. This class sucks a*s.

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Its now lunch time and I'm sitting alone looking down at the salad I grabbed from one of the lunch bars. I have no clue where anyone is that I usually hang out with. Right when I was about to go in one of the hallways and eat there, Nash and Cam came and sat down smiling at me for a quick second before stuffing there faces with the burgers and nachos they bought from another lunch bar. I laughed lightly before starting up a conversation.

"Hey guys, haven't seen you in a while. Missed you," I commented, just above a whisper so they could hear me.

"AWE. I missed you too bae," Cameron said spitting just a smidge of meat on Nash's face, causing me to burst of into a fit of laughter. The next thing I heard was a loud, screeching, ear bursting scream come from Nash's lips only causing the whole cafeteria to become dead silent. You know the usual. All I could do was laugh louder which caused Cam to burst out laughing which caused most of the people in this cafeteria to laugh too. Well all except Nash who just got up and walked to the bathroom to clean the chunks of hamburger meat off of his face.

As I calmed down and watched Cam get up and go to the bathroom also, Matt cam up to the table and sat down, sparking up a conversation.

"So..... how are you?"

"I'm fine, a little lonely as you can tell but fine," I sighed

As I looked up to give him a smile, the unexpected happened.

He

just

kissed

me..

And for once I didn't care that anyone or everyone was watching me. So I just...

Kissed

back

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Hi guys. How are you doing??? Sorry I haven't updated in a while. Still debating on weather or not to delete this book. One, because it didn't turn out as I wanted it to and I think is going to fast. Two, because no one is commenting or voting on the book. Anyways. I gtg. Comment, vote, or don't. Bye