mine to worship

1.stella

"You....just fuck off"
I said with tears in my eyes...reason!!! One and only my boyfriend john...
"Ohhh..I'd gladly fuck off if u let me."

He shouted...I just kept staring at him...wondering that the man I fell in love with, spend a fucking year with, is not the same man I'm looking at because the man I'm looking at is not bother by my teary face, but the man I fell for, if he'd be here. He would rather die than see me like this.

"What is your problem?"
I asked...because seriously I don't know. our relationship was going perfectly...but suddenly 2 months ago, he started changing..he started shouting for no reason..sometimes I thought he's gone insane. when he acted like he care but I knew he doesn't...and sometimes I wonder has he always been acting?..to care..to pretend that he is soo in love?...has he??...I myself don't know the answer. But I think my brother did.

He warned me that he doesn't like him but asusual I thought he's being pathetic because I am having a boyfriend but now, I think he was right. After having complications in our relationship. I thought to slove things out. That's why we were having a dinner tonight. After the dinner. we went for a walk and then this...this happened. I've been preparing myself for this exact moment. I knew this was coming but this soon..nahhh

"You!!! You're my problem, I've had enough...I don't want you anymore why can't you understand. I gave u hints for about 2 fucking months..but you!! You've always been a bitch about it. Like 'we can slove things out babe' I don't wanna slove things out with u. We're done, I'm done! Why can't u fucking understand. I.DON'T.WANT.YOU.ANYMORE"

Okk..that's enough...that's it, that's...fuck...I didn't know he wanted to break up that much...shit!!!

"Okay...just...just"....I couldn't complete my sentence. I hold myself together and shouted.
"GET THE HELL OUTTA HERE BEFORE I CUT YOUR DICK OFF AND FEED IT TO YOU" I warned,with my index finger pointed right at his face and anger spilling from my bloodshot eyes.

And there...there he is...going away. Without even looking back at me. Leaving me behind..with nothing but a/an empty/dark road. And only then I noticed we've come far away from the restaurant and no ones around but darkness, looking at him from behind I realized I want to kill someone but more than that I want to cry, cry my heart out.

But not here. So, I grab my phone from my bag and called jas and waited for her to pick up but she didn't,then I realized jas would be at club.                   ——without ana and me——yes, because she was angry that I'm going out with John..and ana..she got bit by her new pet on her leg. stessie she call her...so yeah she's resting. I sigh and called my brother.

I waited and waited and waited. But he didn't pick up. While sighing I went over an old/abandon bus stand and sat over a seat, I started searching an Uber but found none. As I was getting beholded by my thoughts I got interrupt by a call from my brother.

*shit head*

Adam:- "hey sis, what's up...why'd you call? You know what I was...I was in between something impo----"

I cut him off

Stella:- "can u shut up for o-once..."

I tried my best to not sound like I'm crying but I can't

Adam:-" wait..what's wrong! Where are u?! Send me your location now!! And where the fuck is John-----"

Stella:-"Adam...plz..shut up and yeah I'm sending you my location. Come and pick me asap and before you ask I'm ok..just scared. Because there's not even an Uber nearby"

Adam:-"do you have the pocket knife that I gave u last year?! And plz tell me where the fuck is your boyfriend"

Stella:-"yes, I do have that knife..and john...we'll talk about him later"
"For now just come fast"
I said while eyeing the area..being a little scared

Adam:-"Ahhh---actually..I told u about my business meeting last month...so, it was today---"
OK...so, now he's out of the town. Wow!!
Stella:-"ohh Jesus why do u hate me that much!!"
I asked outta frustration

Adam:-"but don't worry..I'll send someone and wait wherever you're and if u feel something odd call me right away and plz listen to me this time don't move..just wait for few mins."
He said hurriedly
Stella:-"I think it's going to rain. So, hurry the fuck up."

Adam:-"ok bye and----"

I didn't let him finish and cut the call and waited for sometime....

About 10 mins later. A mustang stopped in front of me. I flinched and grabbed my pocket knife underneath my bag. As I was just about to run car's door swept open and there I saw a man sitting there having a smoking session. I thought he's going to kidnap me until he spoke.

"Get in the car. Don't expect me to come and pick your ass up because I've already done a great job as your brother's bestfriend."

And just like that it started raining....

(Hello guyss...soo this is the first chapter from Stella's pov....this might be not that much good but trust me it is going to be great after some time..so plz bear with it😅 and I hope u like it and do share & vote....and thank u soo much for reading...adios mi amiga👋🏻 take care💗)