mine to worship

3. stella/ethan

                            STELLA

"HE CALLED YOU WHAT!!!!"
They shouted.

I sigh. I recalled my conversation with John can't help but feel nothing and for that I feel terrible because when people go through breakup how do they feel?...bad/sad right? But I......I feel everything but bad/sad and that is terrifying but I think it's because I always knew these days that john and I would not end up together....or it's just that I'm a terrible person and no one really wants to be with me. How can I expect someone to be with me when my own father disowned me..........

Well, nevermind that shit is complicated. So, we better not get into it. For now, let's just focus on my two children who're freaking out.

"A bitch..."

When I got home last night. ana was asleep and jas was waiting for me——actually no, she was waiting for her cake to arrive. I slept on the couch because I was exhausted to go to my room but when I wake up I found them——ana and jas——hovering over me and I realized I slept almost 13 hrs——I only know this because it's 2PM and I'm sure I slept at 1AM. thank god it's Saturday——and that is strange. very strange because I never wake up this late. it's always 6-7AM because I've a schedule to follow and following a schedule or living your life as per your schedule could lead you to so many points/things in your life that you've missed or could miss in future....atleast that's what my therapist lucos says.

"How–How could he say that!?"
Ana said
"I thought he loved you!!"

I chuckles sadly

"Belive me ana I thought the same thing too.."

I saw jas going towards the kitchen and grabing a knife and moving towards the main door.
I panicked.

"Wait!! Jas what're you doin'?" I stood up

"I'm gonna show that motherfucker his real place. How dare he call our girl a bitch!!"

She said with her knife moving in the air.

"Jas wait! Count me in too!!"
I saw her going towards jas and putting a hand on jas's shoulder. They nod to each other.

Ohh god jas was enough not ana plzz.

"Ana you too!!"

" ofc..no one has a right to call our girl a bitch!"

I sigh. harder this time.

"Alright, Avengers I think you should hold yourself together for about 2 months or something because Thanos is outta town. You've already missed your chance 5 hrs ago because his flight was of 9AM."

I say...I sat back on the couch and open my today's schedule to check what I've missed.

"Damn!!" She cries "You should have told us before!! We were getting excited for nothing then!" She said suddenly being bored.

"Yeah shut up!" Ana rolled her eyes.

They sat on each side of me. Ana facing me while jas resting her head on the couch eyeing me and ana.

"So, umm well..how do you feel...?"
I heard ana asked.

"Nothing...to be honest. I'm used to it now...people leaving me behind..it's kinda normal now."

I put my phone down to look at them only to find their pitiful eyes staring back at me.

I hate this type of conversation soo much.

"Ohhh sass...." I heard ana cry.

" alright guys! Enough this Melo- drama of yours and—clap—listen—clap—to—clap—me"