Crushing On My Enemy

chapter - 13 atharv pov

Atharv pov

Chip chap *** I heard the sound of birds and my eyes opened on its record.

It's still dark outside but at least it's not raining now.

I felt some weight on me so I looked below and found her sleeping on my chest.

" Umm... " She utters while snuggling on my chest.

She is a replica of a moon which I worship every night. This warmth and worry of her is too new to me. She's like a dream come true. She is the light that I always dreamt of having as a child but now I don't dare to have it. As I had become a darkness myself. I would only dim her light. I don't f***** deserve her. That's why I want her to hate me.

" Devil don't deserve an angel, sweety. As they live in a different world. Your heaven is not made for a hell-living creature like me " I whispered while gazing at her Longively.

I can only look at her from afar as someone will have... Damn * I thought as I clenched my fist tightly and dug my nails inside my skin.

Drip drop** blood flows from my fist and I remain unhurdled by it.

" You will be the end of me," I said as I thought of yesterday night.

How desperate I was to find her. When I got to know that she didn't come for practice and Sana was also not present there. I became alert as It was not the first time Sana tormented the one who came close to me But I remained unaffected by it cause I also wanted them away from me cause even after I warned them they still cling to me.

That's why I ran outside the school as fast as I could and started searching for her.

" Ah.... " I heard her painful screech.

Plz god, it's the first time I am praying to you. please don't let any harm come to her.

I ran in the direction of her voice and found her unconscious on the ground. I took her in my arms in no time. And moved her hair aside from her face. " Damn.... That f**** bitch.. " I swore as I saw slap marks on her soft cheeks.

How dare she. I thought as anger evolved me but when I saw her condition. I controlled myself.

First, I need to take her to the hospital I thought. I lifted her in my arms but the heavy rain started at that time. Damn..... I thought and ran toward the barren house behind our school. If I was alone then it was okay to get wet but she is with me. She's already injured so if she gets a fever on top of that will not be good for her.

The house was broken so the wind was blowing inside which made her cold as she started shivering.

I took off my coat and wrapped her tightly in it. As I covered her with my arms to protect her from the wind. And started rubbing her hands and feet to radiate heat. Her hands are feet are so small in my hand.

She looks like a porcelain right now. Which can be broken with a little pressure of my hand I thought as I covered her hands with mine.

But usually, she is like a fierce kitty who will bite me at any second ha... Ha. A giggle left me after imagining her annoyed expression.

" Sambhavi... Sambhavi... Sambhavi....you need to hate me. Hate me with every ounce of your heart" I whispered near her ear.

After a while she woke up so I acted again like my usual self it's so fun to annoy her. And her blushing and embarrassed face makes me want to tease her more.

She even lied to me about the incident. Oh, f**** is she thinking that I will not believe her cause she imagines that I like Sana sigh* who will tell her that I can never fall for that b****?

But yeah, after this I will teach her a good lesson cause she touched her...

I can't deny the fact that I am attached to her.

I almost lost count of how many boys I had beaten to drive them away from her.

But I can't be with her. I am too broken and twisted now. No one can mind the wound now.

Just as my eyes locked with her caramel brown one.

I lost myself in them. She doesn't know anything about me but I don't why I put my broken heart on display and let her read my emotions.

She is special. She's my haven.

I also Scummed to my feeling and nuzzled my cheeks on her palm when she caressed my face.

But I jerked away from her when the realization hit me.

I can see that she is hurt. Thump** my heart hurts cause I am the reason for her pain either physically or mentally.

That's why I want her to hate me as I can only gift her with pain and sadness ha!

I can see her shiver again. Is she cold? I thought as I stood up to find some blanket in a cupboard while answering her question.
As soon as I found the blanket. I wrapped her with it.

I also had a fever and my head started buzzing with pain. That's why I took the support of the wall and sat while closing my eyes.

she invited me to share the blanket. But I denied her rudely. As I don't want her to get ill because of me. I already cause her so much torment. I again don't want to be the reason for her pain.

fever made me a little unconscious but I can still feel all her movement. That's why I warned her again and again to stay away from me. 

" You will get ill " I finally spoke my worry after seeing her stubbornness.

But she's too stubborn to even listen to my words.

Sambhu.... Just wait. I will make you regret your decision for sure.

Back to present

I looked toward my watch and started the locator. They will find me in about 15 min.
I again looked toward her. I hope time stops but
Reality is different.

" What is this feeling? Sambhavi. What is this attachment? Just a thought of you with some other guy makes me want to kill him. I don't deserve you. you will also be disgusted by me if you know the truth" I utter while gazing at her with questionable eyes.

Horn *** so they are here. I got up with her in my arms.

As I moved toward the entrance. Everyone became shocked after seeing her with me but remained unaffected.

I placed her in the back seat of Aarav's car and took the driver seat myself.

I opened the window and threw my bike key toward Aarav.

"It's parked near the school gate " I uttered and took off toward her house without listening to him.

" Wtf man! " I can hear him yelling from behind.

After reaching her house and taking her from the back seat. I moved toward her door entrance and clicked the doorbell.

" Sam !!! Ishika. She's here !! " Her friend yelled as she took her away from my arms and hugged her tightly after seeing me with a shocked expression.

" Why is she here with you? " She questioned while crying.

" I found her inside the school room. I guess she got stuck inside " I said brewing lies.

" Oh, thank you so much," They said as I nodded.

" But you should call for the doctor first. She is ill " I utter Worriedly.

" Oh, we will " They both answered.

" If she needs..... If you guys need anything or have a problem then call me. I will come to help you " I utter with a straight face.

" Why will you come? " They asked confused.

" You guys are my classmates. I can at least do this much for you " I utter Straightforwardly.

" You don't have my number, right? " I utter while asking for her phone and dialing my number in it.

And then I swiftly took a turn while walking toward Aarav's car.

' did the sun rise from the west today ' Ishika and Ritika thought bewildered.

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