Crushing On My Enemy

chapter - 30 Silly girl

Previously :

" He and me are miles apart "

Sam pov :

I ignored him for the whole day today as he was trying to talk to me.
I am so tired. * sigh *

Just as I entered my home. My parents came into my line of sight.

" Sam " They both said strictly .

" Yes.... " I uttered with a nervous smile.

" Come sit " They utter as I hesitantly sat on the sofa which is placed in front of them.

They looked at each other and then at me.

" Your Class teacher called us today. And she said that you got C in almost every subject " Mom said in a heavy voice as they both looked at me hopelessly.

" She informed us that you don't focus on your study at all " Mom said as I lowered my head to hide my expression. I have lost count of how many times I have cried today.

My swollen eyes can't handle the weight of my tears. Even my dried tears started flowing with a pain of hurting my loved ones.

" You really.... " Mom yelled as she tried to control herself.

" Do you wanna bring shame to our family " She again yelled as I shivered with the amount of Turmoil going in and out of my body.

" I really feel ashamed today to call you my daughter " My mom utter with gritted teeth as papa tried to calm her down.

" Am I a bad daughter ? I don't deserve anyone"  I started doubting myself as my eyes hurt with the amount of hot tears flowing from it.

I can feel my body become weak to even sit still. I haven't even eaten by lunch due to what happen in the class today.

" I have made a decision that you won't participate in the basketball competition " She announced as my world started crashing down.

" Mom No !! " I cried out.

" What no i had already told you that i dont care about anything as long as it doesn't impact your study " She said with anger in her eyes.

" Mama. I beg you please dont do that.. I promise that  this will not happen again " I utter while crying my heart out.

" Your crocodile tear won't calm me down today sam " She utter with anger as I chocked on my sob.

I ran upstairs " I won't show my tears to anyone ever again. I won't " I chanted in my mind.

" Dear " My father cried out behind me but my mom stopped him.

I entered my room and locked it from inside.

I can feel my leg shivering with weakness. I haven't eaten lunch and now won't even eat dinner.

I took pen and paper from my desk and wrote all my pent up frustration, pain and curses.

I fall into my bed. And cried till sleep comes to me.

Next day :

I woke up on time and after getting ready I came downstairs and silently ate my breakfast.

Dad tried to talk to me. But can't because my mom was glaring at him.

I can't blame them. I have let them down I deserve this pain.

I took my bus and entered the school. Today school is not looking like my safe haven but a jail which is the cause of my pain.

I entered my class and directly took my seat without talking to my friends . Today atharv is already on his seat which is too surprising cause he never comes on time , definitely not alone as i can't see any other R5 member except him and aarav.