What does it take to get people to see your sorry? What does it take to erase the past? I don't understand I'm so broken and I don't know what to do anymore. I have two really good friends and I love them dearly but what about the old one not the ones who betrayed me and hurt me no I'm talking about the one I hurt and betrayed. Like they say you never know what you have till its gone. I use to get annoyed with them and it hurt when I heard them say mean things about me behind my back...I never told them I heard those aweful things because it hurt so bad. I tried forgetting what I heard but I exploded. The first time it was dumb why I was mad because it was over a player who cheated on me with them but...they second it wasn't me I was blamed. I just wish to forget all that and go back how it use to be when we were just kids playing in the yard and making stupid videos. But now we are all grown up and looking back on it I hate how cruel I was at times and how I never gave you reason for it. Its stupid to tell you now so I won't because nothing can change the past. However I would still tell you I love you and it wouldn't be a lie because honestly I'd still take a bullet for you.
