I'm done I hate this I hate being betrayed I hate being hurt and I hate you AHHHH words can't explain how mad a frustrated I am I love you but now I feel like I should hate you I want to kill you but I want to cry and hug you if it wasn't for this medicine I'd know my feelings and wouldn't be so damn useless *bashes head in* WHY !! *starts crying and tearing myself up inside* FUCk FuCK FUCK fuckk fuck me for being so fucking stupid to think someone cared I just can't take it anymore I'm done picking up the pieces I'm shattered and broken I don't care anymore