I don't like the holidays anymore they don't bring any joy or anything! Yeah my family is fine and all but I see them all the time and the ones I don't see I don't know I miss my grandmother and it's getting super close to when she died!! I hate this so much this Christmas break alone my Wi-Fi and cable has gone out, my phone broke! (I'm using my friends), and my boyfriend who texted me after like two weeks saying "I had a really great day and hooked up with some chick" WHAT THE HELL?!?! Ok I know I asked why you were gone and all but why?! This Christmas sucks I'm ready for it to be over with!!...
( don't mind this y'all can read it if you wish but it's just kinda how I feel and what's happened eh so yeah like the title says it's a journal sorry if it's sad :/ )
