I want to talk to you. I want to tell you everything. I want to let you in. I'm so scared I don't know what to do. I know you care but sometimes...I dont know. You kinda just seem like you're done with me... I feel like people just use me and throw me away. I don't really trust anyone anymore. I'm so depressed. I miss my friend. I miss the person I use to be. Who did I use to be tho? Everything hurts. I really wish I could turn back time. Not to change anything no...I want to go back and relive it. Even the horrid shit. I would give anything to have it back...I'm so sorry...
