Part 26

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The easy night when Minho discovered the situation with Hyunjin and went wild as it happened a year and a half ago, going in to the night club and and innocent one night stand turned out to the creation of the boy that was now a baby that Minho had, he has never though such thing will happen to him in life but the latest event pushed him to grow up and take responsibility, the young pretty lady with the no emotional connection was having his baby now.

He learned how to behave and talk and it was the reason of his absence to the Felix.

It was a dreadful cheating as he called it so, and he blamed every single part of his body for this situation. He could do anything about it.

Not a bit.

The broken hope and the big grudge was holding him to show his face to Felix, the love of his life, now it was even more complicated with the useless hand in his possession.

What a wreck of life.

The story that I heard that happens in the other world happened to me, the broken state gave me a son and the whole situation was much more difficult.

The tears were flowing down as I was sitting in the bench out telling the whole thing to my friends. They listened to the story calmly with no comment as it was visible the misery I was going through. I was a down man now, nothing great was left in me, I was a useless trash.

-U have to tell him, he thinks u have a lover.

-I guess it would be better and easier if it would be a lover.

I said as Chan looked with a disgraced look at me, it was the one and only time I saw him looking at me like that, he wasn't happy and though I was a down man as it was a truth.

I played with fingers as the Han who sat near me just pulled me closer in a light hug caressing my shoulder.

-U have to be honest, u can't change the past but u have to bring the world inside the head with the strength and deal with it as it is.

-Talk to him and it will be over.

I heard the Changbin's voice that supported others and I signed.

My head fell in my hands.

I opened the room entering the space where Felix was lying in, as he opened his eyes, turning to me, his face was calm but sad.

-Minho?

He asked as I sat near him comforting the boy and the whole situation looked tensed up.

The eyes went to hi man he signed looking at me.

-Who is Johny?

He asked as I bit my lip counting the whole single thing to tell him.

-If it's u lover, just be straight...

-It's my son.

The eyes went wide as Felix tried to sit more up as he hasn't expected the answer.

-What?

The whole story he was listening and it seemed a relief that he never stopped me and it was easier to be so, a long monologue I told my friends was there I front of him.

-So, u have a child with other woman and u are telling me this only now?

-I am sorry, this is a whole mess I know, Lix, but promise u, I love you and want to be with u and it's important to me.

He signed looking distressed.

-And the mother is happy?

-She is receiving the money form me and taking care but I visit hims twice a week to spend soem time with the boy.

-It's so little. I know what it is to bring up a child and see him only once a week, don't tell me that is enough, I want the baby to receive a happy father and not this, Lee.

-Will u help me with this? Will u support me? We can take him to us twice a week and be like parents.

He signed looking at the tubes on the stand as his eyes turned to the window.

-Do u see my life? Can I put life in danger? Never, I plan to return to Kim and continue the job, so I don't want anyone in danger.

He took my hand bringing closer to his side as he looked into my eyes.

-I don't want child, Minho, I am wreck and my life is destroyed, I want a calm life with this job and nothing else, u have to be by his side, and grow him, u can give him a better life. It sound bad but it will be better for you and him.

-U want me out of u life?

He gasped turning his eyes from he window to the wall. The sign was long and hard, his finger moved to my face turning me to him.

-I want us to be happy and I see it apart, I am sorry. I can't do this, I can't go into it. I am sorry to disappoint u.

I looked at him seeing the pain in his eyes, he was hurt deeply.

The doors opened as I escaped out slowly going outside o the fresh air to breath.

That was an image of the whole conversation as I looked up meeting the supportive gaze of Hyunjin as I went inside to meet the fear in my face.

He looked sleepy but smiled at my face as I entered sitting by his side, he took my hand and said.

-Tell me everything, Minho, I am tired of this.

And here my monologue worked well as I ran it thousand times in my head.

-So, u have a son, can u show the picture?

I took the phone showing the baby on the photo.

-He has u hair and eyes.

Felix smiled as he scrolled the pictures.

-So, will u leave me?

-U want me to leave u?

He asked locking his eyes with mine.

-No, never.

The fastest words in my life as he giggled, kissing me softly and I relaxed getting the answer from him.

-I want us to be happy finally, it was a hard years of our life, I want some stability and recover, so let's try this, we wil see how it works.

-Are u sure?

-Are u doubting my skills, Lee Minho?

-Nah.

-I love you!

-Love you more.




Felix's POV

I said smashing our lips together as I saw with the side eye, Hyunjin giggling with Chan at the back, those bastards listened to the whole conversation.

-U fuckers!

I threw the bottle in their direction as they slammed the door giving the space I needed.

I saw the soft smile appearing on the face of the Minho, his head fell on my shoulder as he was sniffing my neck.

It was my paradise ,the hospital room and him lying near me with all cards opened.

It was a sunny day for all of us making our border disappear and create the new, white future with no illegal things and scams, it was the time to accept my family forgiveness and move on, to something warmer, lighter.

His smile will follow me everywhere.


The End


P.S. It's a re-uploaded version of the story, i hope it feels the same as i got lucky to save my books in my docs for such situations. I got a Christmas Evel album in US and i got 2 Minhos cards, one of which is glittery. It was funny as it happened with me in the Maxident too...

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