-Minho can u talk normally, I don't get a word of u shouting?
Hwang said as he was sitting on a coffee with Chan and Bin.
-Felix, too the job to kill the Black man.
-What? Is he insane?
Chan jumped up.
Jinnie looked shocked as he started texting Felix.
-I wanted to talk him out but he said he wants it. He is so stubborn.
-Fuck, u dad need wants to kill him, man.
-I hate him, he is just sacrificing people around as dolls. Sending hi Malone, shit.
-He will go alone? Fuck this.
Chan was angry too, he knew something was wrong and strange about this whole situation.
-Why does he hate him so much?
Bin asked.
-They had a fight and dad's proudness perhaps wanted a revenge.
Minho said as they talked over phone.
-I will try to stop this, but I am not sure I can, we aren't something at all...
Jinnie said as Bin saw the look, the boy like Felix for sure.
It was a double shit that both men fell in love with the heartless man, a lesson, too hard to comprehend.
I had no idea how to do that as Jim was angry at me but gave me some advice on the man, I was looking through and through to find the weak point but it looked like the man was indeed ideal.
He must have some weakness for sure. I just needed more time to do that. I ignored all worried messages of Hyunjin just wrote him.
"Is I return back, I will go with u out."
That was the only thing I promised him.
I spent the week in the gym getting ready and eating a lot to puff a little myself to have some chance at least.
The night was coming and I left for hotel to be there as Chan was coming home and the awareness of his looks was growing as I felt his glares.
Now I was alone and in silent, tomorrow was the day and I was sitting by the window as I saw the message on my phone.
"Send me the address"
It was Minho, he was never writing or calling me.
"It's not happening"
I said as I smiled, I refused the man so hard and he was more and more wanting this all, almost like real.
"I am not going to nag about the Jon, just wanna talk"
"Hotel Persani, 789"
It was all I sent as I poured a drink to myself, the knock was quite quick, he came fast.
I opened the doors to see him wrecked as he looked tipsy a little, as he came inside as I returned to sitting on the floor at the window.
-Why do u do this?
He asked taking another glass as he sat opposite me.
-What this?
-U want to die so much?
-No reason, it's all fun.
-What about Ji?
He asked and I signed.
-He will get the money and Chan, he will be alright.
-Hwang?
-What about him?
-U two a thing.
-No, we aren't it's just having benefits, he wants my body and I give it to him and he pleasures me.
I said and I felt his bitter look.
-Why not me?
-I hate u more.
I laughed as he smirked.
-But I fuck better.
-Oh, u are?
I made a fake question as he shoot with his eyes.
-Tell me, what happened 4 years ago.
I gulped as I drank till the end.
It was probably the last evening I had on the pallet, so what's to lose.
I was tipsy too.
He was curious and drunk, high chance he won't remember.
-I was raped.
He checked on the drink.
He looked as I calmly told him the info.
-It was a old rich bastard using my body over and over, he cuffed me to the bed, and used me the whole night, throwing me off the next morning out as a trash.
I said as he went silent, he didn't expect me to say this.
-The family blamed for everything. I was alone, I am alone.
I was okay but should was broken and I felt the single tear was running down the eyes as he came closer as I felt he was crying too. He wiped it for me as I just smiled in protection as he saw how weak I was.
-Shit, man, I am sorry.
I nodded as my head fell on the floor and he lifted the chin up.
Looking into the eyes.
-Can I help?
-Too late, Minho.
I smiled biting the lip.
He saw as his eyes traced the biting as he returned back to the eyes.
-It's never too late, let me heal u, sweetie.
He used the nickname as if he knew who I was before the whole horror.
-I am not repairable Lee. I am too damaged, u don't need that shit.
I said simply as he didn't believe it as he moved to me.
His agony is realisation of the situation hit hard.
-Then, promise me something.
-What?
I asked.
-If u return back, u will let me try.
I looked at him as he was so sincere, I didn't look like a game at all, it wasn't even close to it, it was like he was begging for me.
-I can't promise that but u can try.
I gave him the green light and I was enough as his tears were wiped by me as he took me pushing on his lap as the lips automatically met as we kissed and it was a sorrow kiss and nothing else.
It was bitter and salt as tears were running from both faces. I hated that I gave him a chance, the man I didn't want to do that, maybe drunk me was a stupid one.
I felt his touch was having so much power over me. I hated it, as he was drunk as hell, I placed him on the bed as he sobbed softly.
-Don't leave me Felix.
It were the last words as I too some pills as I fell asleep beside him.
I would do the job in the morning, early the most strange time I picked up as no-one would expect that.
5 a.m. the body is sleepy the most at this time, as I woke up at 3 a.m. going to shower as I left the note for him.
"U were a crybaby, yesterday, regret not recording it Lee Know."
It was left for him as I left the building driving to the death path was chasing me the whole life.
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Used Body|Rapist|Minlix\Hyunlix
Fiksi PenggemarThis is the scandalous deleted book that was taken from me for no reason as no-one explained me why i violated the rules, so i decided to re-upload it again. The horrible revenge of the Felix who lost a part of himself some years ago. The story that...