I want to be happy,
but something inside me screams that I don't deserve it.
-Unknown
Blair's POV
"How do you feel about decision day?" I sat up to straddle Alexia's lap as I asked her the question.
"Mi amor, I hate talking about this stuff with the little amount of time we get to spend together." She brushed her hands up my thighs and smirked.
"What do you want me to do then-?"
"Get undres-."
"ALEXIA PUTELLAS NO." I rolled my eyes as I moved back.
"What are you even stressed about? You already have the best team. You're the best. You'll continue to be the best so less talk about that and more..." Alexia smiled pulling me down against her to connect our lips again.
"Mmm I'm so glad I made this decision."
"You see this isn't fair. You're teasing me by referring to my original question after saying you don't want to talk about it." I pouted by gently slapping her chest.
"Okay fine talk to me. What are you worried about my love?" Alexia pulled me in again this time to rest my head up against her chest. She held me tight for a few seconds before slowly rubbing circles across my back.
"Ellis expects me to keep the perfect team, but I just don't know how long I'll be able to keep it up. I know I have until Aitana leaves to figure out new form of winning."
"Blair, you're team doesn't win because they have the better powers. You're team wins because you make them the best version they can be. You create heroes better than anyone I know ever will." I melted in her body soothed by her encouragement.
"I really love you."
"I've sensed that."
"Say it."
"I love you, Blair."
"Thanks it feels nice to hear it."
"I'll continue to say it everyday I breathe."
"I'm glad."
"That makes me happy."
"I'm glad to hear those words come out of your mouth."
"Who are you planning on matching with?"
"Claudia Pina, she controls plants and shit, but nothing like a game of capture the flag and you're tethered to the ground by daisies." Alexia joked with me.
"Besides everyone wants Oberdorf or knows they can't handle her. She's applying for your team and Blake's from what I heard."
"Ellis already plans on placing her in Alpha. I want to grab another one though....her name is Ona Batlle. I was reading her file and the kid has potential but really needs a good mentor."
"I heard about Batlle, but B she'll get eaten alive in Alpha." Alexia chuckled a bit.
"I'll protect her."
"Hmm only person you've ever said that about is Aitana since your sister asked you to, but this is interesting." Alexia teased me.
"Hush."
"Come on tell me."
"What?"
"Do you have another crush? Oh I have competition now?"
"Stop it."
"Not denying it??? That's crazy."
"Please I'm in love with you. I've always wanted a little sister or..." I trailed off looking down at the ground upset. I can't have kids and neither can Alexia, so my dreams of having a kid to raise will never truly happen.
