I love him (L.S.)

Chapter 9

Louis

"Babes..." I turned to look at Z from my place at the end of the couch. "Please tell me whats wrong..."

I just looked at him blankly for a few seconds before turning away. "Nothing" I mumbled.

"It's not nothing Louis! You haven't spoken to anyone properly in 3 days. You're always in your room. And when you're out here, you maintain so much distance from me. Look you literally chose to sit on the other end of the couch. I thought maybe I did something wrong but Niall called me this morning telling me you've been acting weird. He said You flinched when he came to hug you"

He seemed so upset. He sighed before continuing, "Please tell me what happened Lou" That soft voice broke me.

I hugged myself and started crying my heart out. I needed this. I needed a good cry. I jumped when I felt a hand on my shoulder.

I looked at the person frightened.

He moved away noticing my reaction.

My brain took a moment to register that it was just Z. I sobbed harder, jumping into his arms. I buried my face in his chest.

He played with my hair until I finally calmed down.

"Was it Harry? Please tell me if he did somethings kiddo. I swear to god I will fucking k-"

"No Z! Harry saved me. He did nothing wrong." I exclaimed grabbing the front of his t shirt.

"Saved?" I then told him exactly what happened.

"Ohhh Louis.... Why didn't you tell me kiddo. Why would you choose to suffer in silence." He pulled me into a tight hug and kissed the top of my head.

"I just feel so disgusting Z. So dirty. Used." I mumbled into his chest as tears rolled down my cheeks.

"Hey hey. Calm down. We're having none of that. It wasn't your fault. And he didn't get what he wanted okay." I sniffled and nod.

"Let's get you a nice warm bath now shall we?" He said picking me up.

" Z, I can walk. I'm not a baby." I giggled.

He blew a raspberry on my stomach making me squeal and giggle more. "For me, you're always a baby. My baby brother." He said kissing my cheek.

I just smiled and stuffed my face in his neck.

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"Get your fat ass off of me Lou!"

"Shut up and watch the movie Z!"

"But I need a wee!"

"Shush"

With a huff Zayn picked me up after a few minutes and started walking.

"Where are we going?"

"For a wee"

"Ewwwww" I got out of his arms and ran back to the couch.

Liam and Harry were laughing.

I sat down with a pout.

"Aww Lou stop pouting." Harry said as he sat up straight.

"I just wanted to cuddle." I said, still pouting.

Harry got up from his place on a love sac and sat next to me. He pulled me under his arms and I cuddled into his chest.

"Wow thanks Harry. You stole my brother." Zayn said walking back into the room.

I stuck my tongue out at him before snuggling closer to Harry. Have I ever mentioned that He smells amazing. The vanilla scent on him is very calming.

Zayn just chuckled sitting down on Harry's previous seat.

The movie came to an end as I started dozing off.

"Hey baby...stay awake. You haven't had dinner yet." Harry softly cooed in my ear.

I felt my cheeks heating up.

Fuck he just called me baby. Again.

I whined before snuggling more into his chest. I heard Zayn chuckle before I was being lifted up.

"Heyyyyyy" I reached my hands out to Harry.

"Oh stop whining" Zayn said landing a hand on my bum.

"Oi thats my no no square!" I yelled hitting his back.

He just shook his head and sat me down at the kitchen table. I started drooling at the sight of food.

"I made chapati" Zayn said, passing me a plate.

I love it when he makes Indian food. It's weird that Zayn kinda looks Asian, I don't but he does. But both my parents were white.

Weird.

"Fuck. This is good." Harry moaned from beside me.

I raised my eyebrows at him making him blush and clear his throat. "Erm, it's really tasty. Nice."

We just chuckled and continued with dinner.

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There was one thing on my mind.

Harry.

I cant get the green of his eyes out of my mind.

His laugh.

His deep, hot voice.

The way he pulled me into him.

The way he cuddled me.

The way he moaned.

Fuck.

I want to hear that again. But I want to be the reason for it.

I want to be the reason behind those sinful sounds.

I wish I could wrap my finger around his-

oh shit.

I'm hard.

Fucking wonderful.