Just This Once

Chapter 6

Akshat

I was really speechless and found no words after her lips left mine.

I don't remember how many times I'hv licked my lips after the kiss. I could never get bore tasting her.

I came back to my room after she left. I was already missing her.

I was missing her lips on mine.

I was really starled when she made the move.

I couldn't help but smile and I don't think smile is going to leave my lips any sooner.

Fucking hell.

She didn't leave my mind even for span of second.

I know she's unsure about love, but I am sure I'm falling for her.

I wanted to share my feelings with her, but I don't think it was the right time. I will wait untill she is sure.

I want her to be sure.

I figured she had some issues with her family.

I know her past was pathetic and I'm happy for the fact that I bring happiness to her.

Her eyes always held something that was stopping her to live her life to it's fullest.

I don't know if she is willing to share, but if ever she does, I'd be more than happy.

I know that I want her for eternity and I will never leave her side.

I am ready to simp for her or take the lead, whatever she prefers. No doubt, I love her the most when she's dominating.

She's so admirable, strong, confident and sexy as fuck when she's taking the lead.

I fear I'hv fallien in love with her. Damn hard.

I smile whenever I think about her.

I remember when I was 15 and my father went to Paris for some business work along with my mother. I was laying by my head on my sister's lap.

I asked her why didn't my father took us for the trip.

She said that it's because Paris is a country to go with someone you love and Papa is so in love with Mama.

She said one day I'll find someone, particularly a girl, being with whom, I'll feel nothing like anyone makes me feel. I won't like to share her. I'll take out time for her. I would want to travel the world with her. Even if I don't like art, I'd travel all the museums with her.

I laughed at her talks back then.

I didn't took any of her talks seriously but now, if I think of all of it again imagining Arushi being the one, I want to travel the world with her.

I want to explore the snow of Canada, mornings of Berlin, nights of Austria, and every other possible thing with her now.

She's like a dream which I chase when I wake up.

Every second of being with her is another moment of worthful spending of time in my life, which I want to be continued untill the last ounce of energy vanishes from me.

Arushi

It's been almost a week since I had my first kiss. I don't regret it being him, I never would.

The college is off granting us study leave so we talk through chats.
   
We do not talk much but even can't go one day without talking. We also talked on calls while I explain him something and he blurts out something cheesy, I say I don't favour it, but damn I love it, but I don't think I'll ever accept it.