My alarm goes off it's Tuesday. Anna, Edie and Bella won't be back at school until next Tuesday. This week's gonna be boring. I get up and start getting ready.
I decided to wear a blue skirt that goes to my ankles along with a white blouse and some white flats for today. I also decided to wear my hair natural today I have natural curly hair, so I do my curl routine which is just conditioner, muse and hairspray, then scrunch. Once I finished with that I put on my jewelry and read my devotional.
August 27
My guidance for each of My children is unique. That's why listening to Me is so vital for your well-being. Let Me prepare you for the day that awaits you and point you in the right direction. I am with you continually, so don't be intimidated by fear. Though it stalks you, it cannot harm you, as long as you cling to My hand. Keep your eyes on Me, enjoying Peace in My Presence.
"Thank you Lord!" I say smiling.
I then pack up my computer and go to kiss mama bye, the girls are still sleeping so I quietly kiss their foreheads.
"Ready?" I ask Dani.
"Yeah." She says.
"So how long did Anna, Edie and Bella get suspended?" Dani asks.
"A week." I say with a sigh.
"Oh." she says.
We get in the bus and I listen to my music. Just be held by Casing Crowns plays. I've recently been listening to it, I love it.
The bus comes to a stop and we all get off the bus. I walk to the cafeteria hoping Sherwood is already waiting for me. I walk in and see Sherwood sitting at a table on his phone. Thank the Lord.
"Good morning." I say.
"Good morning." He says.
"You ready to walk to class?" He asks.
"Yeah." I say.
We get up and start walking to class.
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After maths me and Sherwood walk separate ways since he has a different English teacher. Miss Swan is writing something on the board. I walk in and sit in my seat quietly. Uh I really miss Bell.
Today Miss Swan is wearing a black jumper with some black heels.
"Good Morning Class." Miss Swan says.
"Today I want you to write an essay starting it with I don't regret and then it has to have the word potential in it." She says as she holds eye contact with me.
I nod and begin to write.
I don't regret loving you, I don't regret caring for you. But I do regret ever thinking you'd do the same for me. But I guess you just failed to see my potential and that's okay because some where along the way, I met someone who saw me for who I am and my potential in life. They believed in me, they loved me, and they cared for me even though you didn't. And you know what I'm glad I let you go other wise I would still be stuck on you and I would have never met them. I'm grateful I got to love you though, because now I love them more for loving me knowing they love me even though you didn't.
I turn my paper in and sit back down. I start thinking about how I love people so much but they could just care less about me.
But it's okay because I have Jesus and I know He loves me. He shows me through the little things. The birds and the flowers, He cares for them.
What makes you think He won't care for you?
He loves you much more than He loves them. So if He cares for them, He will take much more care of you, He will provide and protect you. Trust Him.
The bell rings snapping me out of my thoughts, I gather my things and am about to walk out.
"Brooklyn, don't forget to come to my room during your free period." Miss Swan says.
"Yes ma'am." I say as I walk out.
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After lunch, I walk to Miss Swans room. I knock on the door and walk in.
"Hey." I say.
"Hey." She says glancing at me and then back at her computer.
I sit at one of the front desk and put my stuff down. She then closes her computer acknowledging me. She grabs some paper off her desk and puts them on my desk.
"Here, I need you to help me grade some papers." She says handing me a pen.
"Okay." I say.
She then sits back in her sit and starts grading some papers as well. We sit in silence for a few minutes.
Wonder why she chose me out of all people to be her assistant?
"Brooklyn, your paper was really good." She says.
"Aww thank you." I say smiling.
"You're welcome, you know I see a lot of myself in you." She adds.
We just stare at each other for a moment, I can tell she is wanting for me to respond.
"I hope it's in a good way." I say then chuckle.
"Yeah but, I cared for people that didn't care for me so I eventually just stopped caring at all.
I feel a nudge to tell her about God.
"God loves and cares for you, more than anyone ever will. And just because they didn't care for you doesn't mean someone else won't." I say.
I then look at her as I grade the last paper. I can't really read her expression. I grab the papers and put them on her desk. I walk over to her and hug her. Her head on my chest and her hand on my back. She pulls away and looks at me.
"You can go now." She says in a cold tone not looking at me.
"Have a good day." I say as I grab my bag and walk out.
"Lord please help her with what ever she's going through and show her you love her. Heal her of her past." I pray.
I can sense she has attachment issues because I also have them.
I then walk to my last period, science. I take a seat beside Sherwood.
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After school I go home do my chores and wash. I decided to watch Miracles From Heaven. It was so good I cried.
I then read my Bible. Tonight I read 1 Corinthians 2:9 - But as it is written, eye bath not seen, nor ear hath heard, neither have entered into the heart of man, the things which God hath prepared for them that love Him.
And then I drift off to sleep as I say my prayers.
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Light In the Darkness!
AdventureBrooklyn Mae is starting high-school she is a bit nervous but knows God has her in His hands. She is struggling to truly be who God wants her to be. She then meets her new English teacher Miss Swan who is having a hard time in her relationships with...
