Worthless (In Editing)

Chap 17

.Okay...I've seen a HUGE decrease in reads. I honestly have no idea why either. Like last chapter I only got like 4 reads...4 READS! That isn't a lot at all. Am I doing something wrong? Yet I get some good comments and I'm like how can I be doing something wrong when I'm getting good feedback.

That's all I have so I'm going to write now. And sorry I haven't updated, I just haven't had time and wasn't in a proper mood /:

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*Louis's POV*

   Okay, I think I overreacted. It could've been management that done that, or Liam could've turned into the a major douche...okay not a douche. Maybe he isn't over Danielle? Who knows..

   I'm going to take a break and get some air. I walk out of the hospital and turn the corner into an ally. The sky was starting to darken and the ally was muddy from the rain that is starting to pour. Oh gawd...Louis this happens in horror movies, leave! But this is somewhat soothing.

I like the feel of the cold droplets of rain on my head and back. Then the sound of constant drip drip drip was like a repeating tone. Other than my soggy clothes and shoes it was like in the dramatic movies (not horror) peace, sincerity.

I started to head back in case someone might try to harm me or anything related to that. It was harder to run with drenched clothing, like your feet would barely get off the ground without smashing back down even harder then you tried to pull it up. I turned that first corner and it was still as moldy as before. The hospital doors were only a few steps ahead. I was getting ready to enter the doors when someone crying and uncontrollably shaking accidentally ran into me.

"Miss? Are you alright? Would you like to get anything off your chest?", She shook her head and tried to go around my big body compared to her small and fragile frame.

"I’m sorry but I’m not going to leave an innocent lady crying away without helping", She looked up and it was Lexi… trying to leave the hospital.

"Lexi!?! Why are you not lying down?" Her eyes were glistening from the tears that stained her bright red and cold cheeks.

"Please be a little quieter, it’s hard to explain but since you’ve already seen me leave I guess you’re coming with me. At least I will have company…" I don’t honestly understand what she is talking about. Is she leaving us? She already tried taking her own life already.

"At least tell me what you are doing, please Lex" I was on the edge of tears. I didn’t trust my voice but I can’t be silent, that wouldn’t help anything at this point.

"I’m saving your lives from misery. I’m nothing but disappointment. That is all I will ever be…I’m….Worthless" She thinks she means nothing to us? Well she is terribly wrong. She is like my sister…yes, I know what you’re thinking Oh you just met her, how could you feel like that? It’s exactly what is said, feelings I had a feeling when I first met her. She was quiet and sweet. She needed a brother, someone to protect her from the darkness. I shall be that person.

"Love? Do you hear me because you need to listen. You are loved. We wouldn’t be here if you weren’t. You may not feel it but trust me if you left I would be in deep sorrow, please don’t leave me- us" I grab her shoulders and brought her to me, wrapping my arms around her tiny waist. She was sobbing and her back was shaking.

"Thank…you. For everything." I glanced down and she had a sly smile on her face. I’ve never seen her smile so genuinely, it was always forced.

Everything is good. And that is all that matters…now.