KOKICHI POV
I hear the doorbell and let them in, of course its Shuichi,Maki and Kaido. Shumai I obviously don't mind but the other two, eugh.
"Welcome to my humble home!" I say sarcastically and let them in. Maki has balloons, Kaido has a bag that I hope has Alcohol in it, and Dhuichi has part supply.
"You guys can set up the party stuff wherever you think it should go, Kaido, I assume you
have drinks in that bag?" I say blantly.
"Uhhh- pft no of couse not I wouldnt bring that into your house..." He says somehow sounding slightly polite.
"No thats good, doubt I have enough, follow me Ill show you where the rest is." I lead him into the kitchen where the drinks are.
"This punch is gay as fuck. youll never catch me drinking that." Kaido says in disgust. Hes not homophobic really, just, doesnt want to be seen as gay, at all.
"Its for Kaede asshole, she likes pink." I roll my eyes at him as I say that.
"Dont call me an asshole you little bastard-" He starts but gets cut off by the doorbell. Saved by the bell!
I run up to the door and let in Kaede and Miu and lead them to where everyone else is setting up.
"This is great Kokichi thank you so much for hosting! Is there anywhere I could put the speakers?" Kaede says with pure gratitude.
"Of course anything for Miu! And yeah you can put them anywhere I dont care." I say as I get up." Im going to the bathroom be right back!"
Once I leave the room I check the time, 5:45 people should be here soon, plenty of time. I go to the bathroom and put a line on the sink. I use my drivers license to line it up and pull an old dollar out of my pocket. I roll it up and snort the line the. quickly drink some of the water from the sink faucet. I flush to toilet and put my stuff back into my pockets. I go put to the kitchen and get a drink, since the powder is still going down my throat, least I can feel it kicking in! I hum on my way into the kitchen and see Shuichi in there.
"Oh hey Shumai! Didnt know you drank!" I joke at him.
"O-h uh yeah I started a few years ago, N-not like I have a problem or anything! I would just do it with Kaede!" He says nervously.
"Please I dont care, I started drinking in 6th grade(tots not projecting gang😚) and smoking at 13. Im the last person you need to worry about judging your substance abuse." I say as I grab a solo cup and get some punch. Shuichi looks at me weirdly but I try to ignore it, people should be here any minute.
"Kokichi are you ok, youre really shaky?" Shuichi says as we walk back to the main room. Miu looks at me weird along with Rantaro who I guess showed up while I was gone.
"Yeah im great! Just excited for the party."I say cheerfully as Miu walks up to me. She stares into my eyes and I know she can tell, my pupils get huge. She sighs and I just stick out my tounge she wont do shit, its a party i can do some coke if I wanna.
Once its like 6:30 about 100 people were already here, so it was time to start the real party, we start to blast music from the speakers and pretty much everyone is at least tipsy.
Get it sexxy by sexxy red comes on and Miu and I loose out shit and start bussing it down. We were both throwing it back on eachother actung like maniacs. For some reason I feel weird about it woth Shuichi watching me do that. Usually I mever care how I act, but I dont want him to think Im a man whore.
Miu and I eventually stop dancing and go get another drink.
"God I need another line!" I complain.
"I knew it! You did my own step dads come without me! Share it you cunt!" I look at her and role my eyes as I make her a line as well and we both snort them. But then I thrn around and realize Shuichi is there.
"Oh hey Shumai want one?" I joke trying to make it less awkward. He was already on my ass for being high at school. He just stares at me and shakes his head no. Why do I feel like this , I feel bad? For making someone else feel bad? This has never happened before. I need another line already.
---- At this point most people have left or are still hooking up upstairs(including Miu and Kaede couldnt they of gone home?!?) So im left down here with a very touchy Kaido and Maki and a drunk Shuichi.
Kaido and Maki decide to head out so they can have some 'privacy' and suprisingly they thank me and said what I did for Kaede was really nice.
Now its just me and Shuichi. Alone. Together. Me and my Shumai.
God somethings wrong with me. Stopping me from my coked up thoughts the man himself speaks up.
"Why do you do it?" He says shocking me.
"Do what?" I say confused, bot knowing which habit hes refering to.
"Drugs. All the time. Do you need help?" Even though I know hes just saying his drunk thoughts I cant help but consider the question, but figuring since he definitely wont remember this I decide to answer honestly for once.
"Life is shit most of the time. They just make me feel less shitty I guess." I say since thats the best answer my brain can think of on coke.
"Why..?" What is he even asking me? Why is life shit? Isnt it for everybody?
God I woll never understand him.
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Saioma non despair Au
Fanfiction(pls tell me in the comments if its bad or to dark bro i dont wanna trigger nobody but this is lowk a vent)A normal school called hopes peak academy has some not so normal students, all ultimates. This is a school where everyone is either insane or...
