Regret and Love

Chapter-8

ASHER POV

Nearly after five hours doctors come out from the OT , there is a tension lingered around the face of doctor, I fastly approach doctor along with my granny

"Mr.Miller your babies are healthy and due to premature birth we need to keep them in incubator and your wife....she is in very critical stage , only after three hours we can say anything , you need to be prepared for any results iam sorry"

Iam lost

"Granny nothing happen to Aurora right , she will be ok, yah she need to be ok "

There is a tight knots inside my throat I feel suffocated , I want her oh god I need her , please, please save my girl.

I see my granny like me she is also lost , when I turn I see my father ,mother and uncle Noah

"What happen to my daughter ,she is ok right, Asher why are you standing like a statue, say something "

I don't know how to answer the father ,who is in verge of loosing her daughter

"Asher I beg you please say something ,please" at the end he brokes and cry miserably

I composed myself
"Uncle relax the babies are alright but Aurora..."

"Asher what happen to Aurora ?"this time the stern voice of my father reach my ears

"Father , she is in critical stage ,doctor says that only after three hours they can give any answer and.... they ask us to be prepared.."

"What oh my God,
My daughter, My little daughter, I am the one who needs to be blamed , I leave my daughter like everyone did ,I slap my sweet girl "

"Noah don't worry nothing happen to Aurora ,she will be alright" my father console Uncle Noah but he isn't in the sense to take anything in the mind

Suddenly there is a commotion outside the OT ,doctors running here and there ,I goes near and enquire the nurse about the situation

"Excuse maam what happen to Aurora "
"Sir Mrs,Miller's having a cardiac arrest, doctors are performing CPR"

No nothing happen to Aurora oh god I need my Aurora I want her to live happily ,I want her to live for our kids. I can't live without her. I live by seeing her happiness even from the far away distance but I can't imagine her death.

Nearly after four hours there is a calmness prevailed the sorrounding

Doctors come out from the OT,now with the smiling face

"  Mr.Miller your wife survived, indeed she is a fighter ,
she will be shifted to the room tomorrow " than they shifted Aurora to ICU for close observation.

Doctor allow us to watch Aurora using the small opening on the door of ICU
she is pale and lifeless.

My tears fell from my eyes by seeing her condition , she goes through so much to save our babies, I love her but now my respect for her increase ten folds.

We sat there with our own thoughts, and with the doctor's permission I went NICU to see my babies ,when my gaze fall on their tiny bodies ,the happiness I felt is unexplainable, my both boys look tiny than the normal kids , the regret of not staying with their mother during her pregenecy days prevails my mind but I can't do anything about that.

Iam skeptical about Aurora's behavior , if she hates me than why she is going through a shock after hearing my accident , why she is repeatedly calling my name even in her dire situation 'is she is worrying about me' ,it can't be an act because she isn't fully conscious to see my face ,why she didn't abort our children ? She have every chance to do that honestly she have every rights to do that but she doesn't do it why? She portrayed herself as a arrogant lady but is it true? or the facade to veil some  truth

I have so many questions but I don't know how to find the answer ,I need to find it , initially I need to ask granny about her meeting with Aurora
And I know I only get the answer from my tough wife but can she convey it to me?

For the sake of my children ,for the sake of our lives I need to find the answer ,I need to solve this mystery anyhow, with the determination in my heart I left the hospital to my granny's house.