Regret and Love

Chapter-20

When we reached our home, Asher help me to settle our babies in a cradle, I rush to the washroom to get freshen up ,after iam out Asher also did the same.

Within no time he take his laptop and settle on the couch to do his unstoppable office work ,sometime I even think that his office is his first love before Rafo, literally I mean he spend half of his time on that.

After drying my hair with dryer ,I settle on the bed and started to scroll my mobile , but I felt a gaze on me so I turned my face towards Asher ,as my guessing he is seeing my face with unfathomable emotion , I don't know what I need to do literally I don't know how to feel because this is the first time ,he is seeing my face intensly

Slowly he stands up from the couch and settle nears me on the bed , till this time he didn't take off his eyes from me.

"What did this mean, Asher? For this question he replies me with
another question

"Didn't you have any question , I mean didn't you have any question to ask me?

This question from Asher shooks me, why he is suddenly asking this question?

"What are you saying Asher ,Indeed I can't understand why you are asking me this all of a sudden"

Why he is asking this, and what is the need to ask this all of a sudden , mild fear crawls in my tender heart , my negative thoughts about separation blooms from every corner of my mind

I keenly watch each and every move of Asher , slowly he take his hand and wipe my tears , and it makes me to realize about my tears , suddenly I wipe it and with a sad smile I face him

"Aurora I know I surely know you have loads of questions to ask me , and I also know you have your own answer to that question which is mixed by the false allegation of media and talks of envious people,but Aurora we live together and now we have our babies but the relationship of us is still the same like before our marriage.

Indeed at some point may be you think like our babies is accident but listen to me at that day I initiate it not because of worrinessto save you but because I love you and I don't know when I feel for you but along the days my love for you grow up, at some point in my life I realize that I want you till the end of my life ,I want to live with you , I want to grew old with you . All the above I want to live happily with you

I ndeed that is the best gift we give to our babies and ourselves , for that we should need to have a open talk. We need to eradicate our misunderstanding.

I don't know what is your problem I don't know why you did that action at that day I want to beleives you Aurora ,at some corner of my heart I know my Aurora but try to understand iam also a human who have bind up with neagtive thoughts and doubts but if I try with my resource I will find the answer but I don't want to do that I want you to elaborate to me , and I want to hear your answer from your own mouth not from some investigators.

Try to understand Aurora currently our babies are small so that they can't notice the changes in between us but when they grown up they will notice it and at some point that will push them to take sides between us I don't want that I want out babies to live around a healthy environment ,so for that purpose we need to open up with each other"

He sighs after some time he talks again "I will wait to hear from you Aurora Iam promising you at that day i also give all my answers to you , for god sake we are life partner dear if we are together we can solve our problems every problem have solution so Aurora i will wait to hear from you "

After long monlogue he kiss my forehead and left the place.

After hearing his talk my mind is completely blank I don't know what I need to do or what I need to think, ,Iam exhausted both physically and mentally so I lied on my bed and with in no time sleep embrace me in it's own regime

My dear readers i know there is so many mistakes in my writing I will do my best to make it error free

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