me and bill smoked until i didnt feel conflicted anymore. hes been quiet but i think hes just so gone. suddenly, he breaks the silence i was enjoying, "who called you yesterday?" he says, slurring his words.
"it was actually tom." his eyes widen a bit. "tom?"
"he called to ask what you were doing."
thats a lie. tom was drunk, he confessed his feelings for me and how wrong he felt keeping it a secret from me. he told me he just wanted me to listen and that i didnt have to say anything at all. so i didnt. i stayed quiet and listened as he told me about the first day he ever laid eyes on me.
its funny because the only person i saw that day, was him as well.
that was the day i broke up with my boyfriend because he cheated on me and i had eyes for tom for a while. my feelings died when i met bill. bill is a sweet boy and hes nothing like tom. sure they look the same, but i can tell them apart.
"oh, okay." bill lays back onto my lawn chair. "what do you wanna do today?"
"absolutely nothing, bill."
i sigh, "im sorry about yesterday, i just wasnt feeling it after all." i look over at bill. "its okay, i think i wasnt ready." he smiles at me.
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me and bill had came down from our high just in time for when my parents got home.
my dad and stepmom didnt seem to care bill stayed, they REALLY like him and im glad they do.
its around 12 pm now and my stepmom bought us lunch, which is just a sandwich.
"my brothers not doing so good, theyre still running tests to figure out whats wrong with him but we wanted to stop buy and check on yall," my stepmom looks at me and winks, "no funny business right?"
"oh my god NO." i facepalm.
she laughs and nudges my dad with her shoulder. "were probably gonna be gone today as well, bill can stay another night if he would like."
bill turns over and looks at me, "yeah that sounds nice, ill stop by my house and get some clothes later."
"alright kids, dont have too much fun." my dad says as my stepmom playfully punches his shoulder and laughs loudly. i hate when she kisses his ass.
they both leave about 20 minutes later, leaving me and bill alone, again.
"ill probably go in like an hour or two to get my clothes." bill says.
"you can go now, ill wait."
"actually, i will."
bill gets up and smiles at me before putting his shoes on and heading outside.
everytime tom texts me, the timing is so weird.
im sorry for calling you last night.
please keep this between us
i wouldnt tell bill, it would crush him
hes on his way home now to pick up clothes, hes gonna stay another night here
okay, im sorry june
everythings okay tom, we can talk more in person another day or something idk
schools almost over,
maybe ill post more :)))))
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freak • bill kaulitz
Fanfiction"june, i need you, you dont understand how long ive waited for this moment." "please bill, i cant do this." an obsessive bill wants you and he'll do anything in his power to have you.
