5 - need

182 2 1
                                    



everything i think about her is so.. perverted. shes a sweet girl but shes my brothers chick.

me and june "met" at a party last year. bill begged to go with me so of course i took him. i had seen her around on her first day os school and when i first laid eyes on her, i knew i had to have her. her look just drew me in even more. i wanted to ruin her innocence.

thats when bill confessed that he had wanted her for a while now and i immediately backed down. my feelings are drowned out by hot chicks and one night stands now. i dont want her anymore but man i love thinking about what i would do with her.


its been 3 hours since june left the house, i assume angelina left a bit ago as well. so, i sneak over to toms room and knock on the door.

i open the door, hes laying in bed on his phone. "whats up bill?"

i sit on the edge of his bed with my head in my hands, "how do i reel june in, tom? im literally obsessed with her."

he laughs at me and sits up, putting a hand on my back. "dont stress about it dude, i know this is like, your first ever crush but i promise its not that serious."

"tom ive liked her since she moved here last year, i need her." i turn to look at him and he looks dumfounded. "how bad do you want her bill?"

"i want her more than anything."

he sighs, "then you have to do more than anything to get her." he lays back down and goes straight back on his phone.

i get up and just head back to my room, feeling defeated.

:¨ ·.· ¨:
'· . ౨ৎ

at this point ive been laying in bed for hours, its around 11 at night and everyones asleep, my mind begins to wonder.

what would it be like to feel her soft warm skin against mine? my cold hands all over her body, sending goosebumps to her skin. her wet glossed lips on my neck leaving marks all over my body. her wide hips sitting ontop of my pelvis. i need to feel her. every inch of her.

a sense of release fills my body and i begin to tremble in pleasure. without even realizing it, ive been touching myself to the thought of her.

it feels too good to stop at, theres no point of return. my breathing gets heavy as i think about her beautiful face. her rosy cheeks, her freckles, the mole on her chin, the way she parts her hair.

all of this, is enough to make me finish all over my hand and boxers.

what the fuck is wrong with me?

if u couldnt tell, the beginning was tom, then it switched to bill.

freak • bill kaulitzWhere stories live. Discover now