My White Pearl

Chapter 27-Before it's too late

Seon's P.O.V

"Seon, you okay?" Baekhyun said while shaking my hand to get my senses back.

I gave a fake smile at him. "Of course I'm fine, Baekhyun. Why shouldn't I be?" I said.

"Oh. It's just that you suddenly zoned out a few moments ago." He said.

"Well I'm perfectly fine. You don't need to be worrying about me." I said as I gave him a reassured smile. Hoping that he wouldn't notice that I was, in fact not okay.

"Okay then. You hungry? Cause I'm starving." Baekhyun said.

"Yep. I'm hungry." I said.

"Come on there's this restaurant I like a few blocks away from here. I'm sure you'll like it. The food there is really delicious!" Baekhyun said. His eyes glowing and he looks like the happiest kid on earth who just got ice cream from his mom.

I nodded at him as if a sign of me saying lead the way to him. He lead us to his car. His fingers still intertwined with mine. He open the door on the  passenger's seat side for me and I slide right in.

As I sat down on the seat, he stopped for moment. I let go of his hand but he quickly grab my hand again.

"Umm, Baekhyun you have to let go of my hand so you can go to the other side and drive." I said as I chuckled a bit.

"I'm never letting go of this hand of yours." Baekhyun said as he kissed my knuckles. He chuckled lightly and said, "But maybe I can let go of it for a little while...for now."

I laughed at how he is being so cute. My mind instantly forgot about the Yixing incident a few moments ago.

He let go of my hand and jogged to the other side of the car. After he got in, he hold my hand again and started driving. He only let go of my hand when he needed to switch gears but after that he instantly finds his way to my hands again.

It was silent the whole time on our way to the restaurant that Baekhyun wanted to go. A good silent. Baekhyun kept on holding my little hands in his and sometimes he would kiss them.

I always felt a blush creepin through my cheeks when he does that but I quickly let myself calm down before he notices it. I mean I know it would be terribly embarrassing if Baekhyun would saw me blushing at his gestures.

"So we're here." He said while stopping the car.

"Yeah, let's eat." I said as I open my door before Baekhyun could reach it.

"I waa suppose to open it for you. Now I don't look like I'm a gentleman." He said as he pouts.

"What no..you are a gentleman. But it's just me, I have hands so why not use it? Don't worry I'll let you open my door next time." I said as I smiled at him.

"Really? There'll be a next time?" He asked.

I nodded slightly and still the guilt is crawling inside me again.

His face lit up like a thousand fireflies would light up at night. He hugs me and rested his chin on my head.

"Thank you, Seon." He said.

I chuckle. "Yeah. Now stop saying thank you all the time and let's eat. I'm starving here." I said as we made our way inside the restaurant.

I just thought that what if Yixing be this way with me? That will make everything much more easier to handle.

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After we ate at Baekhyun's favourite restaurant he drives me home. I felt glad that I'm finally at home. I can rest now and sleep all my worries away. Even though I know when I wake up tomorrow those worries I have will keep getting to me.

The memory of Yixing hugging that girl came rushing into my mind. Why did this suddenly came into my mind? I was just starting to relax for heavens sake!

I can't believe I just saw Yixing hungging a girl in public. What does the tabloids have to say now. God he's stupid. If he wanted to hug a girl can't he do it somewhere else?

But then again I went out holding hands with Baekhyun in public. I shouldn't have judged him. He might have a good explanation to this. Yes, maybe Yixing was just helping the girl or anything and the girl  gave him a hug as a sign of thanks.

But why we're they hugging intimately? I mean the two of them were all smiles when they hugged.

But Yixing is a very reasonable person. He wouldn't just do things like that in public knowing that the paparazzis might have followed him. It will surely turn into a disaster if this suddenly came on the news tomorrow.

Let's just hope not.

Okay, Seon just take a deep breath and release. Deep breathe and release.

What about the marriage? Am I going to cancel it?

If I cancel it my father might as well hate me. I'll be a disgrace to the family. But Baekhyun will be happy and there might be a chance for the both of us.

But if I just went through the wedding then I'my going to live a loveless marriage. My father is going to be proud of me. But Baekhyun would feel hurt.

Urgh.

Why can't life be on my lucky side?

I hate it when things get to complicated. Just like this one.

The marriage is merely a week away. Maybe 5 days from now. So I must have a decision. I need to make a decision before it's too late. 

I have to tell Yixing what I feel and how he feels towards me. I'll let him choose between marriage with love or marriage that is only on paper.

If he wishes a marriage filled with love then I know that he lo— no not love but maybe likes me back.

But if he wants a marriage that is only on paper then I know that he's still the same as five years ago. He still doesn't love me or see me in a womanly way.

I know I sound cruel letting Yixing choose. But that's the only way that I could possibly think of. You guys might have more ways but to me this is the only thing that I thought about.

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