My Perfect Idol

EPISODE 6

LALISA POV

I reached home and was I tired... performing takes so much strength it's unbelievable and traveling to different countries and cities being jet legged all the time and still having to give a good performance it's not the easiest thing and most critics on concerts don't take that into consideration and it's astounding but not surprising after all we are performers who have to give a splendid show every time we hit the stage.

We are back in Europe for born pink tour and am looking forward to seeing our amazing blinks here in London the last time we were here was during the in your area world tour before the corona virus. Me and the girls just want to have fun with this and live in the moment. Being positive all the time and giving the best performance to our fans is the best goal we can achieve because it's through them that we can achieve all the success we have right now. Their unwavering support is our motivation to keep being better performers for them.

After the concert in London we are back stage and rose is talking about her event with Tiffany and co that is coming soon while jisoo unnie is also talking about the Cartier event in Seoul she has to attend after the Europe leg. Am just lazing around as we get ready to depart for the hotel. My phone starts ringing interrupting the conversations going on in the waiting room and everyone turn their eyes to me. I check my phone and it's Fred calling, so I answer him telling him I ll call him back when am at the hotel and as we are about to depart after the call everyone is looking at me with a teasing smile I just shrug it off not particularly in the mood for teasing because of fatigue.

Arriving at the hotel I freshen up and order some food normally I would visit the members room to eat together but today am tired and just want some time to myself. I remember am supposed to give Fred a call , so I call him as am waiting for the food . We start chatting about what's going on in our lives , there is no awkward moment or dull moment when chatting with him which is surprising because he doesn't necessarily seem like someone who likes holding onto conversations for a long time. As we chat there is this certain longing, I miss him but is getting in a relationship with him the right thing , can he handle my fans anger when they find out, being with someone who is always in the spotlight these questions making laps in my mind almost everyday. I tried asking Alice and wonjae but they just said the best person to answer those questions is Fred himself so if I want to be sure I should ask and these days he makes sure to end our conversations with I love you. We are supposed to meet in Amsterdam as he ll be very busy in Paris and he is not very sure he can make time for us. I understand but am a little bummed I want to spend some time with him in Paris even with all the uncertainties around our relationship.

For our Paris concert day was amazing I knew the Celine team will be there and am grateful for their support but the person I was not expecting was Frederick Arnault, when I saw him outside my dressing room I was shocked happy I just jumped in his arms excitedly and hugged him tightly while he just chuckled. I smiled in his arms I know he would he pecked my forehead I blushed in his arms.

I miss you ma Cherie; he said longingly. I miss you more; I responded shyly. Am normally not this shy being with him is doing something to me that I may have never experienced before. "Go out with me tonight darling; he said cupping my face in his hands. "Alright "; I said blushing staring in his blue eyes. When I came back to reality everyone in the room was staring at us...I just wanted the ground to swallow me.

I quickly got ready inside feeling giddy inside knowing Fred is waiting for me, I feel my face is turning a permanent red because of my constant blushing today. I went out he took my hand leading me to his car promising Alice that he ll call her once we takes me back to the hotel. In the car we chit chat while on our way to dinner....we arrive at a hotel and we are served dinner we start eating while maintaining a conversation suddenly I feel a heated gaze on me I turn to the source and find Fred looking at me intensely. What? "; I ask whilst chewing my food. "You are so cute I love you lalisa"; he responds his blue eyes shining. I feel flustered being put in the spotlight again with his affections so I just smile. After dinner he takes me back to the hotel because I have a busy schedule tomorrow. He calls Alice to come get me we hug goodbye and I peck his lips lightly , his shocked face looks adorable and then he smiles waving as his car drives off. Alice is looking at me teasingly.