My Perfect Idol

EPISODE 7

LALISA POV

Going back to south Korea after the European leg of the tour which ended successfully thanks to the unwavering support of our European fans. Having a little rest before we start another leg spending new year with my cats like it's always but this time around having a boyfriend to call and talk to through it is amazing.

I am falling more and more inlove with Frederick Arnault every single day he is amazing I just want the moment to freeze the way he just pampers and spoils me. He listens to every of my little rants about everything that happening and he is just an amazing person overall I could not have asked for a better boyfriend at the current moment.

Things have been a little tense at the moment in the company because time of our contract is almost up and it's time to either renew or leave the company. Personally I already know my decision and am sure it's not gonna be easy but hey am done ! It's over am fed up it's just not working anymore I can't handle it. This time I say no maybe handling myself will be better because nomatter where I sign to next I just know this nonsense will continue after some time...am not a teen anymore to be waiting for years before I can get some promotions or comeback. This is where I ll end my business relationship with yg they can do whatever they want but this is not going to work anymore.

We were invited to perform at a charity gala in Paris by the first lady of France. We are honoured it's not easy to get there so we have been having some rehearsal because of our busy schedule and the fact that we are going to Thailand soon. Am a little bit nervous because Fred's family will be there and am sure he ll want to introduce me to them. I don't know how to react honestly I have seen his parents at Celine and that's it. We ll be going back to Paris towards the end of January for the event and I just hope for the best.

Thailand we are here as we begin the asian leg of the tour , am happy to be home even if it's for a limited period of time...I choose to stay home instead of the hotel provided by the company to spend some time with my parents. We cook together and eat together joyfully while sharing some stories. Suddenly Frederick calls and my parents look at na curiously. Do you have a boyfriend Lisa? Mum asks I just look at her and say we are taking it slow. Even though we are seriously dating I want us to first get used to each other before formally introducing him to my parents because my dad is extremely protective of me when it comes to relationships. The concerts in Thailand were amazing and our fans went all out singing along to our music and just jumping up and down vibing with us through out the whole thing. I got some flowers from friends and family even pharita send her mother such a wonderful feeling am grateful for them all.

I have a fan meeting for dentiste in Thailand before I leave for our next tour destination. It's was a warm meeting that I enjoyed so much up close interactions with the fans was overwhelming am grateful for all the love am receiving from them. After the event when am home I sent some pictures to friends as he informs me he is about to knock off because of the time differences we chat for a while before hanging up I miss him..I have noticed that these day there is a yearning in my body to just feel his warmth and be close to him. I can't wait to see him again it's been a while.

We are back to Paris after we settle down in our hotel. Frederick calls me saying he ll pick me up to go to his house. I tell Alice and she says it's fine I should just come back on time tomorrow for the rehearsal and dinner at night I say okay. He calls saying he is in the parking lot I go down and see him dressed casually standing outside his car I miss you I get close to him and hug him let's go he says pulling me into the car. The journey to his house is filled with us chatting around. We reach his house damn this is mansion what do you mean my small house; I tell him whilst hitting his arm and he just smiles. He pulls me into the house introducing me to his staff as his girlfriend one older man smiles kindly at me telling me you are the only woman he has ever bought to this house. I feel my heart swelling with the love I have for this man. We reach a room I feel it his bedroom and he just pushes me to the wall french kissing me passionately, I put my hands in his hair and kiss him back with the same intensity, his hands start roaming my body and I start moaning out . Fuck he squeezes my breasts and I feel myself getting wet Fred I moan and he seems to get back to reality looking at me with his red eyes he pushes himself off me pulling me further into the room. My knees are trembling but am not ready to take that step yet. We go down for dinner after that we visit the tv room and watch some romantic movie even though our attention is definitely on each other.