Love, insecurity and pain

She

There i was again
deep into my thoughts
of insecurity.

But she was so confident,
she was who i wanted to be like,
i envied her for that.

I tried so hard to be like
her and i lost my self in the
process.

Now when i realized
i want to go back...

but i forgot the real me
and here I'm with a whole
fake personality.