Kaulitz one shots

Ed 🌟 B

(Dating)

⚠️If any of this triggers you do not read⚠️

Y/n's pov

I had gained a lot of weight recently, i told Bill but he says he hasn't noticed. I'm scared to step on a scale but I can tell by the extra weight on my thighs and stomach that I have been eating too much.

I'm currently in the bathroom and Bill is in the living room waiting for me. We just ate dinner but of course I had to pretend like I actually ate the food. Im trying to throw it up but I can't and it's really pissing me off.

If only I was skin and bones like all of Bills fan girls, all this pressure has been weighing me down and I feel like I'm about to collapse any moment. I don't know if it's because I've not been eating enough food but I've been super light headed recently and I think I even passed out once when Bill was at the shops.

I'm still trying to throw up but it's been 40 minutes and Bill must be worried about me.
I get up of the ground and the guilt rose up asswell. My shaky hand slowly twisted the door knob and I made my way out. It's been 2 weeks and I've barely eaten anything.

I made my way over to the sofa in the living room and I sat down next to Bill making sure my oversized hoodie was covering pretty much everything.

Bills pov

Y/n's been acting different lately, I don't know what it is with her but she's been in more of a bad mood. She doesn't want to let me hug her much or kiss her, she always comes up with lies about having eaten before I get home but I know she's been lying.

I'm worried about her and she doesn't seem to realise how worried I am. I wrap my arms around her bringing her closer into me only to get pretty much shoved out of the way. "Miene liebe, what's wrong" I said caressing her cheek lightly.

"Nothing" she says in one word making me more concerned, she barely talks to me or anything.

Y/n's pov

Of course I feel bad for not letting Bill touch me but I don't want him to see the weight that I have put on.

It's now 10pm and we should be getting ready for bed by now. We both get up and head to our shared bedroom.

We both changed into our pyjamas and turn off the light, I read a little whilst Bill is on a call with Gustav talking about the next rehearsal and by the time all that rolls bye it's not 10:30pm.

Bills pov

Me and y/n tuck ourselves into bed. I didn't hug y/n, I know she would just move away so instead I waited until she fell asleep. I moved a piece of hair out of her face, she's so pretty yet she can't see it. She can't see what I see.

I snake my arms around Y/n.

Y/n's pov

I wake up completely shocked and I feel Bills arms around me, no no no no no. By this point I knew he could feel my ribs.
"Y/n" he said softly in my ear, "are you okay meine leibe" he said. "I'm sorry, I'm so sorry" I replied to him, I couldn't think of what else to say well what else could I say.

Bill turned on the light and sat up. Tears streamed down my face and he tried to wipe them but failed. "Shhh" he tried to hush me but nothing was working.

I broke down Infront of Bill, I had told him everything all from the point where I would throw all my food back up as soon as he wasn't there, how my goal was to be like his fans, pretty, smart and skinny.

I was talking so fast even I was wondering what I was saying but I knew he understood me because he would always tuck my hair behind my ear to let me know that he's here.

"I love you so much Bill" I said to him.

"It's okay, you will never, ever be not pretty to me, you need to stop throwing up and start eating more". He says as he kissed my cheek. "I'll make you something now, your to thin, we can talk more about this in the morning".

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Help this is probably the worst imagine I've ever wrote, it actually embarrassing.

Of course they would be normally speaking in German.

Let me know if you want part 2 of hidden pregnancy.

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