Kaulitz one shots

Why me? 🥀 🌟 TB

(Dating)

Y/n's pov

I lay on my bed, all my muscles hurting, my head throbbing and my eyes red and puffy. I felt as if I couldn't do anything but stare at the ceiling and pinch myself from time to time to see if I'm still here. Last week I was having the time of my life, it was sunny and me and my boyfriend Tom and his brother Bill (my best friend) were all at the beach living our lives.

My parents were going to drive to me and Tom's apartment to come meet up after not seeing each other for nearly a year. That was until it turned midnight and I was left pacing around my living room wondering where my parents were. That's when Tom got the heartbreaking call that my parents had gotten into a car accident.

It's like the whole world cracked in half as soon as I heard that. I immediately started breaking down and hysterically crying on the floor whilst Bill's arms were around me and Tom was trying to get me to calm down.

Today I feel nothing but main, even that didn't have an emotion on me. I can't even cry, I don't think I have any tears left. Tom and Bill have come into my room a couple times trying to get me to eat and drink water but I couldn't.

The other day I heard them talking about maybe getting me a therapist.

I turned my head looking at the alarm clock on my bedside table, I took the blanket of me and was surprised I could still use my legs after rotting in bed for the last couple of days. I don't want to get up but I know that I have to before I start decaying.

My hair was a mess, there was mascara running down my face and my eyes were red. My arms and feet have become really thin and I feel as if I'm hallucinating and just seeing myself as a human when I'm really a skeleton.

I want to go up to Bill and Tom, I want to hug them both and tell them that I'm okay. But I would never lie to them.

I grabbed the hairbrush on the counter and started getting to work, spraying some water on my hair to help untangle it a bit better. After about 40 minutes of just combing and untangling my hair it was just about done.

I wiped the mascara I could wipe off and tried to wash my face. My arms hurt my head ache was not settling down by even a bit and everything felt impossible to do.

I hopped in the shower and turned the water on, the boiling water ran down my skin burning me a little, but at this point the amount of pain I've been through a burn feels like nothing.

I had to get dressed even though I didn't want to. I put some white sweatpants on and a sweatshirt. I put my hair in a ponytail and then added a claw clip underneath it to try and get it off my neck.

I was heading out of my bathroom door when I saw a picture hanging on the wall. My parents, and it was me with them. I felt the tears come back up to my eyes, I wiped them away with the sleeves of my sweatshirt and decided to go before I started crying.

Slowly and steadily I opened the door.

Bills pov

Y/n hasn't been getting much better and Tom knows that to, we talk about it sometimes and come check in her occasionally. Me and Tom were watching the TV when suddenly we heard a door open from behind us. To our suprise it was Y/n.

"Omg Y/n" I said and ran up to her raking her into my arms almost making her loose her balance. Tom came up not far from me and gave her a kiss before wrapping his arms around her.

"Are you okay, Are you feeling okay?" Asked Tom whilst holding her. "Yea I'm doing a little bit better" She said back to him in a soft voice as if she hasn't used it for days which was pretty accurate.

"I'm so proud of you" Tom said to her, I knew she wasn't fine just yet but I was just happy to see that she was getting even a bit better.

"Are you hungry or do you want some water" I asked, I knew the answer but when I hugged her she felt so thin, it was like nothing was in my arms she had become so fragile. Tom had noticed that asswell and we both shared a concerned look. "I'm not really hungry" she said.

"But you have to eat, even just a little bit" Tom said trying to comfort her in any way possible. "I'll try" Y/n finally said after a while of hesitation and doubt.

"That's all I want from you" Tom said before giving her a kiss on the forehead and tucking her hair behind her ear.

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Just a quick one because I've been busy studying for exams and by the way part 2 of hidden pregnancy is currently a work in progress but it should be up next week.

Obviously they would normally be speaking German.

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