I did it for us.

bridge chapter 14

Warning ⚠️: Attempt $u¡cid€, harming.

Craig POV

I was done with life. I just wanted to end it all. My best friend left me and almost killed me. Molly died because of me. And tweek rejected me. I hated it. I wanted it to all end!!

Or I can kidnap tweek and make him mine and force him to love me - no. That isn't the way that I should go to.

Then I remembered. The bridge. I could end it all there. I could go there and no, no, I won't! What about my mom. What about my sister. But my life is going down. Ether way I will end with no friends. No love. Nothing.

So I got up and looked out in the window. It was dark. I got up and grabbed my blue jacket and got ready for my death. Then I grabbed my diary and opened the book. There were 3 more pages left. And I'm almost done with this diary. So, I started writing.

Dear diary.

I am done. I am gonna end it. My life became a mess. And I want to end it by going to the bridge that Molly and I used to go. So I'm gonna leave these last notes for people that I cared for.

Mom, I cared and loved you very much. You were such a great mom. No harm, and even though we did have bad times, you will still try to fix it. This is not your fault. And remember you're always loved.

Trica, you were a pain in the ass but you were still caring but mean at the same time. But this ain't your fault. I know you're gonna cry about me, but remember that it's not your fault and that I cared about you very much.

Tweek, you were such an amazing person. With those eyes, I get lost in those deep blue ocean eyes and your voice. I wanna hear you talk every single minute, and you're an amazing person. I loved you when I lay my eyes on you. You were the person who made me complete, and I'm sorry if you are reading this. I hope that you love me too and I'm sorry that I won't see you again.

Clyde, get the fuck out of my life.

Once I was done writing, i put the book on my bed and wrote a sticky note on my diary that said, "Open the last page." Then I went to open the door to leave until I saw my sister there.

Craig: "Oh hey trica -"

Trica: "Cut the act. You're gonna kill yourself. I heard you through my room. You know we got thin walls."

I knew that I couldn't lie. Either way, my sister was gonna find out in the end, so I decided to just tell the truth to her.

Craig: "Yes..yes I am."

Trica: "But what about me and mom! I'm gonna miss you. Mom is gonna be an alcoholic again! Remember what happened to dad?!"

Craig: "trica, calm down, I know -"

Trica: "he died of a heart attack! And mom got into drinking, and you told me that it would be okay and nothing bad would happen! You lied!"

Craig: "Look, I'm sorry, trica, it's better for me to die instead of ruining everyone's lives.

Trica: "You're gonna ruin my life from killing yourself! What happened to you?!"

Craig: "trica, I'm sorry. And it's for the better. I'm going, and you can't stop me."

Trica then gave me a hug and started crying.

Trica: "I'm gonna miss you, craig. Sniff, I'm gonna miss you."

I'm not a big fan of hugs, but I knew my sister needed one. So I hugged back to comfort her.

Craig: "I'm gonna miss you too. Just remember you always loved, okay?"