I did it for us.

Dear Diary chapter 1

Craig POV

"it was 1995, February 3rd on Monday my name is Craig Tucker in 17 years old my life has been boring and nothing for the past 17 years I have been emotionless for my whole life.
people tell me why I was like this. I don't know why I'm like this.. I never felt any feeling.. until one day something change.."
.by CT

After writing my diary I closed it, lock it so nobody will see it and puts it under his bed so nobody will find it and grab my bag change my clothes and went to school

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3rd POV

he sees kids laughing together, he sees couples holding hands and kissing each other. He can feel all these emotion rushing into him and feels like he's the only one left out of the circle.

He felt empty yet felt like he needed someone to be with him. Someone who could understand him...

he went to class, and just sat down while everyone is getting ready for class. He looks around the class and sees couples being cute and laughing together, he felt empty again. He can't control his emotions and has no idea on what he's feeling...

until he sees the new kid a boy. Not just any boy a beautiful one he never saw he has blond messy hair his eyes are like deep ocean eyes his skin looks soft and light he's wearing white shirt and green jacket with baggy brown pants craig felt something he never felt..
love

he looked at the boy who's now sitting beside him, he is so fascinated by the person's beauty and he could not get his eyes off of him. He stares at him and starts to feel a tingling sensation in his chest and then he felt something inside him...

A feeling he never felt before, his heart started to race and his breathing got faster

Teacher: craig Tucker! Are you listening in my class?

craig notice the teacher was calling his name

Craig snapped back into reality and looked at his teacher, not realizing he was being called.

"Sorry, what did you say..?" He asked, still staring off into space

Teacher: office now!

people whispered to eachother and craig left

Craig headed over to his teacher's office, still feeling that strange feeling inside him that he couldn't comprehend. While on his way there he kept thinking about that boy in class and how beautiful he was..

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raig wanted him he needed him

he finally arrived to the teacher's office, while he was waiting outside the door, his heart started to beat faster and his breathing became irregular. He was imagining all sorts of scenarios of him and that beautiful boy he saw in class and it was driving him crazy.

time skip
at home craig was in bed thinking about him his eyes his face his clothes his everything