Janus Sanders angst

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Hi all!! I am so sorry that I've been putting this off and stuff, I just feel like it's a chore to write the next chapter and I think I found out the reason!

So for one, my writing style has changed a lot, and idk if I want to go back and edit/re write everything or if I have the energy to and stuff

But so basically instead of how I wrote when I first started this book, I now write very different. For example;

Janus got up and groaned, rolling over, not wanting to get up. ...he knew he had to, Remus was waiting on him. And he could hear said side outside the door knocking. He sighed and sat up a bit "I'm up remusssss, I'm up... gimmy a sec."

Remus smiled and bounched on the balls of his feet "ok!! I already set up stuff for our picknic!!! I'm so excited!!! Are you exited because!-"

Janus was tuning Remus out as he got up, he looked like a zombie as he got changed and put all his extra things on, it was slightly chilly outside after all. So he needed layers

Ima end that short thing there but I might add that to the story, but anyway, for now I'm going to keep on writing like that because it's just so hard for me to force myself to use J: "bla bla bla" whenever I want to have a character talk

The second reason I think it's hard for me is because I'm in a different area of the fandom, yknow?? Like I'm currently obsessed with Janus but him being a captured vampire (No fics yet only ones with virgil but still-) so that's another reason it's kinda hard to write, and ontop of that I feel like Cheshire is really just Remus in a different skin so idk weither I should play into that or not.

Also I just learned that private messages have been deleted and stuff, so if anyone wants to message me comment and I'll get back to you!! Either @ me on my message board, or on here, but i may not get the notifications for those, or ay least not right away since most of my apps are offloaded and stuff (including Wattpad since I've mainly switched over to ao3 since It has a better fanfic filtering system)

Anyway, I will be posting again, and I may or may not edit the past few chapters to my current writing style, it depends if I have the energy or not.

Thank you for everyone who has stayed with me, and again I'm so so sorry for me being unmotivated, my writing style now is also very solid since I rp and most of my messages are like this now, so you don't have to worry about another update like this (since ive changes writing styles like 5 times while writing this fic)

By the time you see this I'll either have posted another update to the story or it will be up in a few minutes to an hour.

Again, thank you so much and enjoy the next chapter!!!

Ps: I am also changing up the story just a bit so it's a little less 2 years ago me dramatic, and a little more regular story like- just so I want to get into it again, sorry for any changes