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7🌺

2 days before debut

Chan POV
So the survival show has been going surprisingly good so far and we're nearing the end. I'm so proud to see how much the members have grown and improved,except Minho well..he's still Minho. Still not getting along with any of the other members. I'm trying to get him to open up but it's hard helping someone who doesn't want to be helped. I admire how hard he works and he's dedicated that's for sure but what he doesn't realize is it doesn't matter how well he works on his own because being in a group means working with others and adjusting to their styles, especially in a group like ours where everyone has their own styles and skills. If he doesn't learn to interact with others and how to learn from their way of doing things,then he won't evolve,no matter how good of a dancer he is. Even so  I really hope this doesn't blow up in our face. I've been dreaming of debuting for so long and for the first time,it seems right infront of my reach,and I can't just let it go because of some stubborn cat boy.

I walk towards the dance studio but before I enter I hear shouting and stuff falling. I mentally prepare myself,ready to see Minho fighting with someone,most likely changbin since they're at each other's throat nearly every day but when I enter in see jisung and hyunjin. 'well they were my second guess'

"Alright guys break it up" I say calmly. They don't let each other go but they have stopped fighting. "Chan hyung just so you know jisung started it" Hyunjin immediately said, defending himself. "Hey! This wouldn't have happened if you hadn't commented on my dancing!" Han yelled back, causing them to go back to fighting. "I wouldnt have had to say something if you just did it right in the first place!" Hyunjin yelled back. They kept going on like that for a while until someone caught their attention,causing them to stop.

"Alright enough! None of this would have happened if both of you actually did the move right! I mean seriously,it's not that fucking hard." Minho called out from the back of the room. 'oh damn I didn't even see him there.' "What was that?!" Han and Hyunjin exclaimed at the same time, looking back at Minho who had walked up to them. I go up to them, standing in between the two of them and Minho,just in case they decide to lunge at him,seeing as we apparently do that now.

"That's enough. I'm sick of you guys arguing like this. Lix would you take Han and Hyunjin to the other dance studio and help them get the choreo and rhythm right. Call me if they start arguing again" I ask Felix and he nods. He pulls his twin and Hyunjin off of each other and out of the dance studio. "As for you, Minho,I'd appreciate it if you don't swear. We're soon to be idols after all,I mean what kind of impression would that give people of us. There's other ways of breaking up a fight" I tell him and he just rolls his eyes. "Well sorry if I don't have the 'leader' effect you have to just make them stop at my command. And they stopped fighting didn't they? Problem solved." He shrugs. 

I just sigh at his reason, knowing well that nothing I say is gonna change his opinion and thoughts. 'Can anyone be more stubborn'. "Just,call me next time." He picks up his bag before walking out of the studio and greeting me "See you later Bang Chan." 'well that's a shock' I though since Minho rarely ever says goodbye. I can't help but smile, thinking it as at least a little bit of growth. "Goodbye Minho"

Minho's POV
'Seriously does his lectures never end. This is exactly why I have no interest of befriending any of these guys. They're annoying and to much work. It was much easier talking to my old group' I think back to my old dance group and how fun it was being with them, especially since they never complained about how I acted even if I got a bit to much at times. I know I can be a bit of a asshole at times and hard to deal with but.. "i miss them" I say under my breath as I exit the jyp building. I put on my headphones and decide to listen to hellevator on my way home. I still need to get my rap right. I'm still struggling with staying on beat,since I'm not used to rapping and how fast the song is I'm still not quite getting the hang of it. There is the option of practicing with chan but after yesterday I told him that I'll take care of it myself and he reluctantly agreed.

I never feel sorry for the way I act towards other people cause most of the time they deserve it. And the other guys annoy me so I couldn't care less if my 'attitude' bothers them. But when it comes to Chan..I can't help but regret whenever I say something mean or something he doesn't like. I don't like seeing that look on his face but at the same time I don't know why it bothers me in the first place. Despite this though,this is just the way I am and I'm not changing for anyone,that's for sure.