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13. 𝕎𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕀'𝕞 𝕀 𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕟𝕜𝕚𝕟𝕘?

Song: life is one big fight by Tatiana Manois"the Battles you've been through make you who you are"

Myra🥶

"𝐘𝐨𝐮'𝐫𝐞 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐫𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐡𝐢𝐦,𝐚𝐬 𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐬 𝐈'𝐦 𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐯𝐞. 𝐈 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐥𝐞𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐞𝐧. 𝐈 𝐜𝐚𝐧'𝐭 𝐥𝐞𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐥𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐦𝐚𝐧. 𝐀𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭'𝐬 𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐚𝐥."
I'm in my room, recalling the answers from my mum after I told her about Dante's mum. She really despise Dante and I don't blame her.
I pick up my dad's picture, staring at him.
I can't tell you daddy, how many times I cried since the day I was told my precious dad had died, I think of you often, your smiling picture.
Life has got crazy and busy, but memory of you,I will always recall.
It seems so impossible, although it's true,as everything I see reminds me of you.
They say time heals all wound,but this wound has only been clumsily patched.
I just miss you daddy, daddy please hug me. Tell me I'll be okay. Tell me I'm your strongest woman. Tell me that Cecilia is just stubborn. Dad,are you seeing what she did to me?
For years now, I don't even know if she's looking for me.
Dad many bad luck happened to me.
I was raped, dad.
I was forcefully taken by, not one man, not two, not three dad,four men......
I....I... want to leave this wicked world. It's cold!
What if I didn't have this godsent angel to help me...
I am tired, Dad.
Dad,I hate this man and he hates me also. We can never ever work out.
But on the other hand,His mum......I don't even know what to decide.i want to help her. Is she being selfish,or I'm being wicked.
My head hurts so bad, I've cried a lot. My breath is breaking,I suddenly started gasping for air,my chest muscle straining to breathe,my chest tightens in pain, I started coughing.
I was getting weak and weak. I struggle to crawl to get my inhaler, but I couldn't. Tears shimmer in my eyes,my body all sweaty.
"M..mum....mum"
I struggle to call her name. I heard my phone ringing before my eyes close..... darkness...

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I open my eyes slowly, feeling my head hurts.
"Ouch.."
I winced, feeling a sudden stink on my hand.

"Two more shots for two days, and she need a lot of rest. And yes, she's stressed out,her mental health is not good.Which  cause her blood pressure to rise."

"Is she fine now?"

"Yes,her BP is normal now. But due to the immense cough she need to take drug. I'll recommend some sore throat drug for her."

"Okay, thank you."

"You're welcome."

"Don't move, you need to rest "
Elena said sternly when I tried getting up.

"Why did you bring me here?"

"Oh why?
Partying. That's why I brought you here."
She answered sarcastically

"This look like a private hospital, and I know it's expensive. Who's going to pay for this?"
I asked, observing the room.i was the only patient in the room and it looks so luxurious. Normally four or more patients will be in the same room.

"Vincenzo"
She answered and I was shocked

"What!
You know I don't like that type of shit.
Did you ask him to pay? And I'm fine,I don't want anyone's pity on-"
I said, with a low voice but disappointed.

"See. That's your fucking problem. You feel you can do it all alone,everytime. What the fuck is your problem?huh?
You just escaped death, instead of thanking God you are complaining,are you for real. Of course you're fine and I'm not pitying you. Why the fuck did you lie about that bruises on your neck."