C30; Finale
Creill saw a handsome baby boy with Czizea's arm. He supposed to be happy with his son but he can't. How he wish that Nefrie should do that. Pertaining Czizea's. How can he smiled to his son if he wasn't really happy? How can he do to fake a smile infront of his innocent son? He can't afford to do that. He really can't.
Napasalampak na lamang sya ng upo sa sahig sa sobrang sama ng loob nya sa sarili. He promise that he will protect her but he didn't. He fucking promise that! The evidence was on their phones! Ang masakit pa, may ebidensya ng pangakong 'yun na hindi niya man lang nagawa!
Ang gago niya nga. Ngayon na siya maniniwalang gago nga talaga sya.
*A love story always have hardships and the leading casts always been ended with heart pains.*
He remember her notes. Na ang akala niya ay pataka lamang na sinulat nito 'yun. Pero may laman pala ang punto.
*People we might encounter has huge roles in our lives and we couldn't tell whom those people will be entitled. And the only point to precise this is to cherish them wholeheartedly.*
She really smart by putting some quotes which she may not thinking it actually happens in reality and fictitious. Most importantly, for letting people knows how deep mindset she has. He closed his eyes while remembering Nefrie Angelic face. Her innocent face, her kind aura, her geniune smile, he remember everything that makes his heart skip beating.
*In this life we live, we don't know what tomorrow comes but we know who hold tomorrow. Hence, why do we have to complicate things? Why don't we find an easier way? Just like about Move on.*
How dare she is telling this to her notes. Dinaig pa nito ang isang manghuhula sa galing na mangyayari nga ang pinagsusulat nito. Is she really manipulator being an author?
*Move on. Two words an easy spelling but wasn't easier to admit from oneself. But i do believe in my thought that move on is from your geniune acceptance. Somehow, people mindset loves to be trapped from what has been done. If you want to be happy again, accept the situation.*
"How can I accept the situation like this if what happen to you makes me assholes. I didn't have a chance to protect you. I was fucking useless." Naisatinig na lamang niya habang nakayuko pa din.
He remain silent when someone warm hand wiping his tears. He didnt know he was fucking crying. Dahan dahan naman na napaangat ang mukha niya kasabay ng pagmulat niya ng mata and he stiffened with who's infront of him.
"Nefrie...."
"Don't blame yourself of what happen to me. Don't hate your son for what happen to me and last, Don't cry like a cry baby here. Pinagtatawanan ka nila oh."
Nefrie said in her usual voice tone. Napasunod naman ang tingin niya sa tinitignan nitong mga kaibigan niya at tumatawa nga ang mga ito. Noon niya lang narealize ang pagiging emo niya. Kaya mabilis na napatayo sya at agad at nagpunas ng luha sa mukha. Narinig naman niyang natatawa si Nefrie ng mahina na nakatingala sa kanya. Nakaupo ito sa wheelchair at masyado siyang nagdadrama na hindi man lang niya itong narinig na lumapit sa kanya.
Agad na napasquat sya at hinawakan ang kamay nito.
"K-kailan ka nagising?"
"Kahapon pa."
"Bakit hindi ko alam?"
"Sabi nila naglasing ka daw. You're too busy for blaming yourself tss. Pinasarado mo pa talaga ang lahat ng branches ng bar mo dahil lang sa nagdamdam ka. Ano bang kadramahan yan? Daig ko pa ang pinatay mo ako sa ginagawa mo tss. Feeling nagluluksa ka tss."
BINABASA MO ANG
Heartless Breaker
RomantikHired as his Chef and becoming friend's of his bestfriend's wives. His friend's issued him that he had an intimate relationship with his Chef---Nerd Chef to be exact. Nefrie wasn't his type. Nefrie was perfectly good Chef but not in bed. That's on...
