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I woke up and felt newt touching my face. I slowly and weakly grabbed his hands and thats when he relised i was up. Everyone else was around me and i tried to get up but my head hurt to badly "w-what happened" i said to everyone, newt was crying and thomas and minho were gathered around me with tears in their eyes. "You fainted.." thomas said. Newt was looking at me in the eye and i leaded back i lip said "i love you". I was overheating and eventally everyone left execpt me and newt. Apparently thomas carried my body to shelter which was a 40 minute walk.

"Ne..wt im so hot" i stood up unsteadly and newt helped me take of my jumper and then i noticed how he more of the flare over his body, "baby your face and arms and.. everywhere" i said touching of his veins. Suddenly he snapped and pushed me into the wall and sqashed me while screaming "you wanna save aris because you love him and want to date him, right? DONT LIE TO ME, DONT.. LIE... TOO.. ME" he then grabbed me harder and i began to tear up because he was holding my cut. I let out tears and newt realised and backed away. I was bleeding. Suddenly thomas and minho came running in but newt only stared at me saying "m-my love.. im so sorr.. idk what came over me" i lip said its okay before minho and thomas grabbed him and lifted his t-shirt. It grown everywhere. "I-i-i newt..." i said. I fallen to the ground qt this point and thomas came running over. "Yn.. your arms. I thought you stopped" i began to go white and relised my cuts were showing. I let out a tear before saying "we need to leave NOW".
Thomas looked shocked and i put on newts hoodie snd we began walking.

I was walking abit ahead and minho and thomas was holding newt while everyone was next to them. We knew how we were gonna go into wicked and get aris so that wasent my worry, my worry was newt. I was trying not to break as i was in pain mentally and physically. After a while of walking we reach the city.

Plan begins.

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